I want to change my blogskin to something brighter but I am lazy to. I deleted away my previous whining post. I have many things to say but I dont know where to start.  I highlighted my hair purple on one side. I really like it. Its funny witnessing different expressions from different friends haha. Its so cute I wanna film it down, but it seems stupid to do so haha...

My JC friends. My JC guy friends saw my hair and they exclaimed and (I will never forget this) - Haniffa lifted up his arms to Hi-5 me!!!!! Haha. Its so epic that Hi-5. Something I'd never expect and something thats so genuine and sweet.  My NUS clique of pretty girls said it was cool and nice! My best friend Seowhwee commented she liked it! My geog peer commented that I looked like a pia kia who skips school.... probably... but no, you dont know me well enough. Chunfui was not shocked, he was more concerned whether my mum got a shock? haha. Last but not least of significant reactions - my closest male acquaintance said that the most important thing is whether I liked it! :) that's so sweet. Yes, I liked it. I invested alot of capital in it. Oh well, once in a lifetime. I doubt I will ever do it again. Maybe only once more in my lifetime Purple that is, and never again. Just, cos its Purple.
I waited since year 1 to do this. and I did it. :)

That day on the way to school I almost broke down. Because that day was Blue Wednesday... I awoke receiving a msg from my friends that I have interpreted sth totally wrongly. And Eureka! I finally worded my hindrance to my dislike for school.  I did not have confidence in myself. People think that I am smart and that presuurises me. But I know that thus far I have come, is also by chance that I happened to have greater interest in one topic over the other. I am not good in many things and I dont know how I'd even perform at all this sem, like every other. This truth is sooooo crippling to one's self-esteem. I didnt know how to overcome this manisfestation and I couldnt take it. I shunned away from school and dreaded it.
I felt better after crying. Haha. A 21 year old!

Yesterday night, I chatted with my close acquaintance. Its a very special friendship because we did not talk for about half a year or so and when we talked again, there were soooo much things to share, and us going back to our own comfortable ways (my spazzings haha) and we both still remembered lil details about each other that makes the friendship so special.  He said I have matured from the inference of my conversation tones since I have returned from SEP about my take on school... cos he did not understand why I was so happy all along last time. whereas now I am beginning to grasp it? .....

Tomorrow I'll be out. and Dad will be out the entire day even longer than me. Will mum be lonely? :(

This video was uploaded today! A brave soul from NUS stood out of the crowd to entertain the bus.  All brave souls should stand up and make the world a more wonderful place! It brings joy to people! :)

But it takes alot for SG society to change. Our reserved careful selves prevent us from venturing outside our comfort zones. A scene like this might be deemed as 'weird','crazy', 'attention-seeking'? But think of it from another persepective, It brings joy to people! I would have clapped for her if I were on that bus! Well, probably thats the maiden step, and more brave souls will stand out! haha. I'm really proud of her!