Its the end of the year and things are wrapping up. I cant help but feel the pang of nostalgia and reluctance as I pack up half the room (cos im sharing with my roomate) into my suitcase. And the time of the year when music shows review the year's ups and downs. Things this year might have moved a tad too fast for me but i suppose from now on, things would only accelerate, never slowing yea?  Wen music programmes wrap up activities, groups perform their final stage for end of year shows.  The entire years worth of practice and perseverance summarised into a 3-5min worth of display for the fans, without competition.  Dont leave me, 가지마. I dont want the music to end. and NO. my world does not consist only of UKISS. Kpop and UKISS revolves aroudn My World.  Kpop has embellished my life with emotions and I am glad I found UKISS. it makes me indignified, when people say that my world is only Ukiss. Thats not true. Cos you have never opened your mind to kpop and a fandom, like I do.

On my bed staring at the lights, I realised why I have worked hard in UConn. I think its because I wanted to show them that they could do as well or even than I do if they work hard enough.  Its so rewarding studying here, to see questions that you can answer and score high marks to achieve a tangible reward.  I worked hard to prove to the lecturers and students that if an exchange student could do well, so could they.  They had to cherish this opportunity at school to play ahrd and study hard. Its a totally different world in NUS. and I worked hard to show them that itwas possible to do well if they put in more effort than I have done.

My china friend saw me packing my room and she said I momentarily struck her with the heavy realisation that we are leaving this place.
Acquaintanceship is too transient its a waste.  Eventually, I have come to meet this group people whom I clique with and accepts who I am! But its always towards the end when friendships tighten, only to go sepaarte ways again.

If fate allows, we'd cross paths again!