I feel that my ears are neever quiet. It'll be drumming to my favourite music, blocking myself from the world.

Do not doubt my loyalty, or rather, my intentions. For once today I felt a surge of anger that my hands almost slightly trembled, I dont know if its cos of the cold, but I was so furious at a Youtube person's comments I thought I could reply her 1000 times with my convictions and rationals. I didnt know a virtual comment could trigger me so, but. Never doubt my intentions and loyalty.

I just needed to speak up for myself and my favourite group. Its no child's play.