I feel like i've had enough.
Somehow, i know there will never be another group of friends that i can ever find that can replace the genuity of friendship we find in fellow amksians...

Tomorrow, i will be handing over the CCA.
there's this feeling of holding on so tight its refusing to let go..
because i'm so afraid the J1s might destroy.. all that i have built up in this CCA...
all the faith i've put down; like the sickbay was my third most frequented place in ny...
all, that i have made to evolve. And i really did that.
I'm sceptical... and thus so many hours and days and moments thinking about them,
unable to concentrate on my studies.
Yes, and i'm determined to hand over well...
so i aint studying this night. Only for 1 night.
and then it will end.

I know just what's right for me, what isnt. I know what my priorities are. Do not be nice to me only when you require a favour. Do not talk about others. I hate it when ppl speak about others and not reflect upon themselves committing the same sins. Cut it out with that smirk. dont make me slap. and how you keep repeating the same incidences; even if it had been embarrassing, if MY FRIENDS have said it was fine, I dont see any reason for you to humiliate me. Not once.
and so i shall move away-from what's wrong.
You aint always right.





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