today i went to play bmt with amanda, serene, yingzhen and sheryl. just to train for our bmt trail next week... haha... felt naiive, but in the end i pulled through and had a Real joyous time with my new girl friends. thanks girls, but you all might not be reading this.
didnt wnat you all to chance upon here, but nvm.....

i'm quite sad today.
oh no!
emo is setting in.
because junyan will be tranferred form OG 19 (ours) to OG 20 tmr!!!!! just because he's an appeal student.
then our OG will lack life, fun, laughter, smiles and memories.
people think our OG is so united but we are not.
we separate into our own cliques, pairs, groups whenever wherever...
and its junyan and rudi who jokes and entertains us to make us bond as 1 OG.
if not i really wonder how i'd survive NYJC's orientation these few days, really.
but he will not be in our OG anymore.
and he was so emo today!!! GOD! a guy emoing, so scary! okay, maybe its over his PLMGss girl!!! (hahaha)...... but probably, i know he's sad to leave our group too.
then we'll not have an OG rep anymore. =(
okay, we are all sad.
all the more i want a OG BBQ soon!!!!!
anyway.

i used to detest ppl for reciting words i have written on my blog, telling me what i have written. as if i dont know. dont do that. or you shall suffer my ultimate diao 4/5 is so wary of... ...
MY EMO BLOG.
EMO BLOG BUT A HIP SONG PREVIOUSLY?
BECAUSE NOBODY HAS SEEN ME EMO YET.
BECAUSE I AM SMILEY AT SCHOOL.
MAYBE ITS A TRICK FOR MYSELF, BUT I REALLY HAVENT.
UNTIL NOW.
we feel the reluctance that jy is leaving.
THIS IS MY EMO BLOG.

i am so glad goddess auri came to talk to me today, to tell me she, too is worried bout my Bio and Geog H2... so, with what she has said, i have made up my mind to take geog as H1, bio math and chem H2.
thank you alot AURI!!!!!!!!! you enlightened me today, but i know you didnt know! haha
and i'm joining Red cross humanitarian network.
i think i am brainwashed into being so nice.
i want to help people.
to save the world.
where has my devil gone?
i was so enthu to write down my name without third or fourth thoughts la....
so....

things about me got worse today.
what am i to do!
i'm afraid i wont dare see or face again....!!!!!!!
god!
now i wished i had back my previous quiet alone life.
aint i contradicting and greedy?

ay.starsplash.
this is my emo blog.
i admit i am emo but i dont show it in sch. not yet i guess.
but i aint adopting it as a style.
i want to save the world.
from global warming. from hatred. from poverty. from pain.
from the devil within them.
xsplashedx