okay..... separated from my OG into seminar groups and everyday people will tell me
ANNA!!!!! SO LONG DIDNT SEE YOU AREADY!!!!!!

yes, i miss you all too... but because of my bio and geog we are always in different groups... i guess soon yu will not know i was once with you all. who emoed and stoned with you all during lunch time...

i attended RC humanitarian orientation today... so slack but i want the skills and to help ppl not slack around, i wont get into badminton anyway... remember in sec 1 when i was kicked out of round 2 BMT trails i almost cried, suppressed till home then cried out loud to mum... i wont bear such high hopes anymore....

i suddenly realise teases and gossips make me think wild...
i guess i might have fallen.
but nono!!!!!!
i said NO!

tmr there's PE!!! yeah
hate i6t when it rains... makes the field so muddy and track so moist! how are we gonna lie there to exercise? serene said we would go running together after PAE!!!! i am anticipating!!!
omg1 then we will go to Pulau Bukom Oil refinery free of charge!
amkss wont ever do that... so stingy....
and i realised our classrooms are air conditioned! oh god! wow!!!
and today i realised i am a hermit, who KNOWS NUTS ABOUT POLITICS during GP quiz... i only know about singapores a380 and terminal 3 and global warming blah blah... haha...
that's why i am rushing through The starits times now...

i relised how easily someone can be down, as in downcasted - by the weather, ppl around you, circumstances, future, liek how joey suddenly cried during fake alarm drill today throwing tantrums wanting to go home. how junyan walked out of the canteen stoning being so sian and emo, how jj made me so sad with his - ALL ALONE msn nic and conversation about sucky life in AJ, how louisa' emo blog made me reminisc, qingyun's blog saying nobody visits anymore...

i didnt wnat to blog anymore, no la, not because JY found out, i put in my msn link ma... anyway, just feel so bare, naked, intruded that its revealed, what i once was, were.

i feel glad, that friends say they didnt see me for so long, that she said she missed us, taht we still had gatherings...
so long for now....
i'm gald i make friends quickly, how i entered teh classroom for RC humanitarian ALONE and made freiends with 2 other girls, exchanged numbers... just like how i loved everyoen at watsons... haha....

i must be stronger?
i am strong!!!!
but just skeptical.
that's all.
byebye!
where else can i go?
ay.starsplash.
shant put white words anymore...