today i did it.,
but mum was angry.
and all i could do was... Nothing.
there was a communication breakdown. always have been.
so i wrote a letter once and for all.






































i know its weird for a mum and daughter to commute through a letter.
but i cannot tell her anything of myself face to face.
when i felt like hugging her, i hesitated, thrice? four times?
and i never did it.
that day when i cried so badly.
after farewell assembly.

so i came back but i didnt talk.
i celebrated with myself.



i think i was possessed yesterday.
sorry sorry.

ay.starsplash.