people

Im grateful

for the people in my life
   they
        who accept me for who i am and gave me a chance
                to show them how ay is like.

the new friend who volunteered to give me her driving books and advised me on driving.
the friend who told me all she knew about the prof so that I could align my work according to his preferences.
the friend who initiate dinner gatherings
the friend who reinstates my belief that I aint girly, neither tomboy, and that I am Just Right.
the friend who says that I am genuine and hope I do not change
the best friends who always accommodated me
   my text spammings of "testing" just to test my sms funtion
   who stopped her work to repsond to me when i cry torturous tears
   who go on exploration trips with me
   who is as stingy as me hence we are bffs.
best friend who cried together with me at the restaurant
the friend who bothered to make time for me; it might have become awkward but one who made the effort just to meet me for a mere 15-20 mins.
the friend who prepared a welfare pack for me
the friend who messaged me to ask how Im doing, when she heard ppl speaking Korean in the library
the friend whom i seek when i feel so hurt from missing people so badly
the friend who asked me out for dinner when he knew i needed a breather
the friends who knew and aceepted that I loved techno music
the friends who learnt of my spammings of CAPS and !!!!!!!!!!!! in all my excited and important text and phrases and even imitated them when they could in our conversations
the friends who accepted and respected me for no-dataplan phoneline
the friend who would take bus 151 with me whom i decided to ride the train with haha without each other knowing...
the new friend who shared her ambition with me so trustingly
the friend who accompanied me on treacherous fieldtrip
the same friend who got affected when i didnt reply a message. haha
the friend who (i believe) trusted in me, to date me to lunch and tell me bitching stories haha
the friends who queued for 2 ben&jerrycones with me, just because it might be my last cone day ever

these things will pop into my mind as and when...
these might be the very things that i miss about school.

ay