Today I sat under the storm clouds
and I cried,
Like the sky.
Wanted to really cry at the steps
but pitterpatter came, and i left.
I hope its not depression
but i just sat there and had the urge to cry.
Over, NOTHING, or maybe
Everything.
Or maybe I missed my new friends who have gone back to Korea
That they have returned to another world.
I cant wait to ESCAPE.
to US. in several more months.
I hate.
I hope internship in June-July at MOE will be very Harsh
to help me appreciate school more
Because i Hate school.
Its a dread,
It makes me cry.
Actually its beause I dont know why and what I am chasing after.
A stupid answer too.
Grades and future, what else.
But.
Tell me life is more than this.
Because i cannot figure out the answer
and I cry again. I wanna cry it out.
But Ive got readings to do.
My tears arent salty, Im surprised.
They taste like water.
Im so fatigued.
and sick of it all.
Today I sat under Stormclouds; But the rain came :(

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