I have waited so long for Mr Willian Yeo to teach us this year!!!! but who knows, its still Mr Jonathan Ng... not that he's bad, he's very fatherly, very patient, never scolds and so experienced, but william yeo is the suave one ma... haiz.. so disappointing :( !!!!!!!!!!!! when i was so excited for the first Geography lesson of 2009! but nonetheless, he's gonna lecture us for a term, while jonathan ng will be our tutor.. so we have expertise from both.. yea? haha.
but, that's besides the point..

i have not been emo for so long, and its a good thing.
but somehow its just the first few days at school and everything's piling up like 'wooooo~~~'... all the tests and homework, and backlog, and the previous topics i still am revising have no time at all... probably because i sleep too much, and that my determination has waned, but. but. it cant go on.. I'm feeling stressed all over again, so soon...
it like , the Night passes by so swiftly as though in a dream, and I HAVE NO TIME TO CATCH UP!!! =( oh my ...:(
mummy, i want my tonic...
and i tried sleeping at 1pm for 2 days, to amke up for the 1 hour spent watching ILJIMAE (=)), and guess what, i dozed off during lectures.. say that I'm still accustomising... blah blah.. no excuses, Anna Yeo!!!!:(

i always say i cant wait for CCA to stand down, but its now that i'm beginning to grasp what it meant to be in the Red Cross Humnaitarian Network, when the slacker seniors never tried to explain and instill these rationals in us, i discovered them on my own.
there's many CIP and service activities requiring helpers, i would gladly volunteer, but i dont, because thinking bout how much more i got to conquer and struggle to grasp, simply turns me off... and i feel utterly burdend.

If I'm getting looney for being stressed...
If i can feel disconnected from the world.

Huiru asked me if the AMK HUB in NYJC is gone. :( Gone? As in disbanded?.... No! But just because our timetables have changed, and we have different reporting times... we still are!!!!!! I miss all of you so badly, the first day of school on the 12th, i left house a lil' earlier to come catch up with you all, but the bus was slow, and i didnt make it...i never fail to look forward to all the mornings with Greenies there!

Invisible asked me if i have changed.
i replied i might have, but what's true remains.

and it will be.
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