Collected pay with Guanyi Louis and JJ today!!! such a fun day out with these guys:) :) although i didnt talk much with louis and JJ... well, its a boy-gang anyway, i was happy and comfortable being with them!
we went to SWENSENS together to celebrate after getting our pay! haha!!! they are a real cool bunch of people, i merely suggested, let's go eat EARTHQUAKE!!! and as we walked past, guanyi just went in and there all of us followed... XD well, Earthquake was my long awaited and anticipated indulgence, since i have come to learn about it from my PW mates last year... I finally enjoyed it!!!! and its with Greenies. you see the sudden fullstop there? its as simple as that to make everything fine.
Its an icecream with 8 different flavours, full of sauces and toppings... guanyi forbade me to select 2 green coloured icecreams! LOL!!! he loved the dry ice smoke that exuded with a touch of water! haha! It was simply Great hanging out with them:)
i told mum where i have gone, but she still replied curtly that i could have kept it from her and enjoyed behind her back...
it makes me feel like.. it sort of makes no difference whether i keep her informed or not...,
does she have the effort and time to remember my friends, anymore?


I had moodswings recently, i know. so if i seem emo, let me be. because sometimes i just WANT to sit there alone. as i chose to be oblivious to everything,
for awhile... I even desire being alone in the house.. a lil' crazy i know.
I do not feel tired at night anymore 'Cause i have yet to cherish something,
for quite awhile...

These times,
I feel I am a cloud drifting past nyjc.

is amkhub in ny still there? it made me a little vulnerable not seeing them. like i would forget, viceversa, like i no longer feel really happy or tell my stuffs to, no longer share notes and advice. feels weird, like i lost something,
especially on a night like this. it feels quite nice having this surge of memory.

i am just a cloud.

//ay