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You Know,
there's this one kinda feeling, like the entire world is against you, the whole world doubts you, and you are just one person standing alone... so much so that you even begin to doubt yourself.
This feeling makes me confused, blurrrrrrs the line between right and wrong.

Yesterday,
i applied whatever theories i have imprinted into memory, to try to alleviate the bleeding from this small boys's nose. i tilted his head forward, and all the aunties and people around me just kept telling me otherwise, to lie down, tilt his head back... etc.
while there's this indian male organiser, he encouraged me. not to listen to them.. that i should do what is right. he strengthened my confidence, that was when i felt pressurized, and there was this mega responsibilty thrust upon me, which i got to face.
there was one woman who claimed to be a nurse, having worked in a hospital before.. she did it her way.
but when the paramedics came, i have proven them wrong.
I was right. and I am right.
:)

peixin made a mistake by elevating a fainting man's head instead of his legs, but i saw it and corrected her, yet we got mocked at by this woman organiser of the CIP for a community event at Bishan.

I was proud of them, the paramedics, in their smart uniforms.
The calmness they possessed, the 'triviality' they had exhibited in that matter.
The POWER they behold, like nobody would question them...

there was this part of me that aspired to be like them.
probably because i head RCHN, and i ought to know everything Right. Probably its just a sense of responsibility what i must do, being trained in it... i believe its the latter, that made me strive,
and Brave.
it made me consider continuing the rchn journey in Uni. Like for a split second i was proud of what i am doing, i dont dislike this CCA anymore...

I have to emphasize;
I'm very Proud of the Paramedics; just that nobody would doubt the blue crisp uniformed personnel with sleeve badges printed 'PARAMEDIC'. :)
and it feels terrific having done the Right thing.

For a moment i was on top of the world. :)






ay.starsplash.and i fell in love
----------------with that Uniform.




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