I had enough of my fill, satiated my craving for KFC!!!!! =) somehow its so ironic, i get so flustered everytime i eat KFC with mum and dad... mum will be afraid dad doesnt have enough, and make him and I eat so much, while she eats that minute piece of drumstick... makes me so mad!!! and i'll end up ordering her to eat... but she just wouldnt budge, and i never enjoy eating KFC with them anymore... not like the hearty meals i indulge in together with my friends...
but today i have eaten so full i wouldnt think about it for another 2 months...

havent blogged for so long,
Yesterday
was one of the best days i have ever had in my lives of working in the outside world! i worked with Louis and Guanyi at the factoy in Ubi for a day! i was to replace his friend who couldnt make it, and the pay is good! :) i love the job, the kind that doesnt let me stop, the continuous work kind to keep me occupied, though monotonous, and i hated cutting hundreds of octopus and crab pictures, at least i see the end product of my effort! unlike today, i lazed and sat around waiting for time to pass for several minutes and hours selling school uniform.... :X
The wonderful thing working with them is that we are allowed to utilise our handphones, mps, eat, drink, talk all we want, and laugh like the its only our presence around...!!!

It was a simple rectangular whitewashed room, no cabinets nor windows.. working halfway through, i got caught. like i was engulfed in some kinda jail (its more luxurious than a jail), mind you, i got lost in day and night - lost in time... the walls just seemed to have enclosed me in my own space, ignorant and oblivious to the outside world... its a scary thing to happen.

there you go, there were my GREAT friends who have schooled with me... We crapped a whole hell lot, like Guanyi's signature game:
"we'll all ask each other 1 question, then all have to answer.. if you cannot answer then skip one turn..."
LOL!!!!! and his horny questions!!!
and his renowned question: TELL ME YOUR ULTIMATE SECRET! haha!
then i asked: tell me your BIGGEST lie inlife, and the Greatest Betrayal in life... haha!!!
while Louis' are: describe your chu lian (first love), and he emphasized on DESCRIBE... and we had to talk about it LOL, and guanyi was saying some flowing long hair... blah blah... back in China LOL!!

Louis asked why we had so much to gossip about 4/5?
then i wondered if we would still hang out and talk like this when we grow up...
Guanyi: Of course la!! if not hang out with who!!! sec school friends what!
me: but... then what we talk about when we grow up?.....

there was this hint of pullback, hesitation. and i realised i should have just slapped myself real hard, why am i always this pessimistic and crow-mouthed girl... i cant describe this stupidity in a more consoling manner... Why cant i BELIEVE, for once?

maybe i'm just afraid.

yes, and they walked me all the way to the busstop far away! :) i am so so grateful such friends i have, never knew i would share so much with them. Things i have NEVER said aloud in my entire life...

its a mystical tangle of emotions;
can you feel it?

Guanyi smoked on the way to the far busstop... They talked about clubbing, drinking...
and i wonder if i would indeed go astray if i hang out totally with them. or maybe its just my own maturing curiosities.
But i know that its just me, and my own warm thoughts this (yesterday) night.

this 70 over bucks i have earned, is too trivial compared to what i ahve learnt:)
:) :) :)

Oh, i never told you i sell school uniform at Northbrooks secondary in Yishun, its so far!!!! :), gotta take bus - mrt - bus... haiz... and that school is so small, the students are so few, nothing compared to AMKSS. i remember when i went to buy that significant greeny uniform in sec 1, the entire corridor was squashed with over-anxious parents. and i saw similar images of over protective parents wanting to buy larger clothings, and LONGER skirts (LOL) for their children.. just like my mum had, then this parent said - YOU WANT SO SHORT/ SMALL I AM NOT GOING TO BUY FOR YOU.. YOU GO SETTLE...
and the child answered (JUST LIKE I USED TO): OKAY LA!!!!!!! OKAY LA!!!!!!!!!!
haha!
so poor thing :) nevermind, you will grow up soon! :)
okay.

bio bio... i will settle you... and i waited for randy bro to return from jia xiang to teach me mclaurins' and he said he knows nothing about it :X

ay* :)