This morning, i had a dream.
i dreamt we were gathered outside a classroom, this fat teacher ordered us to be inside. Opposite us was the science classroom. She ordered one of us to obtain the key to open that classroom. And as i looked over, Carline was shifting a chair from the classrom!!! =), and then we entered the clasroom. She gave us sorta like 20 seconds? to settle into 2 straight rows. Like what Uniformed Groups always did. we scrambled like rats.
then i saw fellow girl guides, like melanie... i saw Low Xinyee beside me... haha... though i never had a good impression of her she was there beside me. and of course goddess auri, the Company Leader for GG... oh yes, i reckon Cheryl tan was sitting right at the corner...
The teacher there was a plump long haired teacher.. no, not Mrs Chung, someone i have never seen before, like those on newspaper slimming adverts... XD
i love dreaming!~!

Last night i watched Constantine for what the third time?
i was literally gripping the corner of the cushion as i watched Keanu Reeves exorcise the twitching demons... it was so captivating... hmmm... imagine such a hero exised on Earth...
i never really believed in religions. Constantine was about the Balance between heaven and hell. But it does make one reflect about their spritual reliance. Men's desire to go to heaven... Yesterday mum told me sometimes when she is bothered by Dad's way of doing things, she felt like entering the Chapel at St Gabriel's Primary school where she works for some solitude and peace of mind.
and i asked - 'have you done that?'
she replied - ' i dare not'.
Yes, i have imagined i too would have done that if i were a christian. i would have the entire hall to myself, with only god listening to my woes without making any form of judgement or solutions. i will have some'one' to believe in that gives me faith. But for one, i will be too frightened for i might just be consumed into the depths of my mind in the solitude within the painted walls.
i will not. for that feels like betrayal;
for i have prayed since young.

sometimes, we merely desire that lil' bit of faith to keep us going.
=)
ay.starsplash.

2 more days to go.
saturday there's this stupid redcross event at ngee ann poly. i intended to pon, keeping mum from the rest... but when he informed us that we would have to foot the full cost if i missed it, i was emoed for the night... so now i have to attend wasting my entire saturday... i intend to sneak home early. My mind's set on that.

these two days, my left eyelid has been twitching constantly. Yes, someone is talking really Bad about me... Be it RC people or justina, for not fixing a blog skin for her yet...
i recall and i have done nothing mean.
=) haha.

with star dust, ay.starsplash#

i'm addicted to Lin Jun Jie's Jiang Nan since monday!!!i have been replaying it for a thousand and one times! XD