let's look forwrad together aright?
it has been these things, that keep me going. =)

It made me smile talking to my 2/5 friend on msn. =)
but he's a sad boy...

i dont know how others can afford to even watch a movie!!! oh god!
she didnt study the entire day. okay. she aint worried, but i am.
because i have goals. because i have to meet expectations, others, and myself.
i hope.

and i really wish randy bro will breeze through this exam!
he's so worried he would retain. He cant, because he has grown with us; he cant be left behind.

today i went to rc hq to collect t-shirts for them. For THEM.
i dont know why am i so nice. yea. proud pof myself. am i just accepting the inevitable that i am the president so i got to do all these, for them?
Yet slackers never appreciate, they find it troublesome to get the shirts from me. they say its last minute...
for goodness sake, you fatty bum! its crude, but you as a vicepresident, i Do Not respect you. Not the least bit.
its me, its still me.
i see no identity. there.

i thought i was that headstrong girl.
scolding people in class. i rememeber i screamed at xinyee and made those around me jump.
i was a stubborn mule, i sneaked out of school.
but now i cower before my fellow cca mates.
bcause we are a vulnerable sustaining stem... and they are my peers, i dont humiliate my peers.
if i will just scream at them, they would all disappear the next second.

december is coming!
ay.starsplash.jiayou!!!! =)