its a MASHED feeling

i'm 1234567891011121314151617 in 2 days' time.
i shall stop playing.

I never decide on things that i am unsure of...
i'll just leave it as it is.
well, that's me.
sometimes i feel that if you are my friend and you know who i am,
you will accept the way i do things, and WHO i am.
but i... dislike the way you comment.
i dont want to play anymore.

and sometimes i just feel like deleting this stupid blog away!!!
its not spelling ME anymore.
al because i filter things that i dont want U to know.
=(
when i read cheerful happy blogs that make me smile in these sultry days at home alone
i'm disgusted with myself...
one thing is that i have never been this distracted in my life!
i felt very very torubled before but i was never this fen xing ever.
see, i've gone bad. sounds like Rihanna's (good girl gone bad...) haha! - oh whatever!
it shall end soon.

sorry qingyun for not saying i miss you, haha, but we'll meet in 2013!!!
the dream only we know! XD
and little things like the care from my friends never fails to make me smile.
=) somehow i'm blessed...

you know, USB port for my new phone is $58 bucks! cheat me, buy the phone didnt give me the port, and the earphone is merely a mono! Humphhh! and
i miss people at NY whom i meet every single morning!
thanks to the ever faithful Goddess AURI!
you know, i kept every angbao and gift till the witching strike of the clock, so that
THE MAGIC WILL NOT BE UNLEASHED. XD
used to say that to haunt MONSY!
haha!!!! but i really did that!
i wish for the magic of words to return.
so I cant be deciphered. =)

ay.starsplash.
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i'm waiting for the 26th.