i'm so depressed today.
over my hectic life.
and the GPP that is striping me of every moment atht i can smile.
when we ahve an idea, things seem to heal.
but when they argue and propose something else, nothing ever gets materialised.
are tehy not serious at all?
they can survive without a leader. what is the role of a leader? who just keeps quiet and watch you all debate losing hope and faith? one who is so weak she can give up for a day...
me.
i dont want to force this nor that.
just if you all know the right path...
maybe i aint really doing anything...

Z-Win says:
so we are not going to have the meeting because our leader emo huh?

but i'm so emo today i just want to keep quiet and...
i dont have the jive to high with you all anymore.
let my suspicious mind brew.
at least some fantasy frees me from
whatever piling work i have.
i'm looking forward to cca on sat. and going out with pumpkin and huiru?

the innocent smiles and squeals of the children
is a contrast of maturity.
a scene we have abandoned;
a satisfaction we have long forgotten... ...

ay.starsplash.
imlosingmyself