i read cheryl low's blog.

i read Fungi's blog.

i read louisa's blog.

cheryl low's blog spoke of the truth of reality. how we are trapped, when we dont understand anything- for the sake of it. how we struggle on.
i realised i have masked it too well. buried it.
we cannot be like cheryl's sister anymore.
its gone.

Louisa's blog is happy. its exciting, its different.
it recounts all her enjoyments in her cca. her journey.Her innocent enthusiasm ... how her LITTLE spirit never fails to enlighten me...
i miss her so much.

school is a chore now.
we no longer know where we are going.
we follow a rigid inflexile schedule.
we become stagnant.
that we no longer express ourselves.
we live in a virtual world.
that we lose ourselves in.

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