my inexplicable emo.

i search for myself - in the depths
the world racing through my vison.

i'm holding onto nothing - You?
oblivious to what i am seeing...
i searched for you to talk to.
but there's no one, just substitutes,
They still cant replace, no, not yet,
with the forced aquaintainship built.

Forced.Forced smile.
how long have i not been alone?
it was peaceful today. lovely.
TRUE - like i have always known...

Acquaintances - they hurt me today.
but
i did not say.

Counsellor said - I live for myself.
and i make myslef proud.
I'm feeling, so thwarted.
like a pencil, broken.

when we leave, we grieve.
when we say goodbye, then we understand why
there were times meant for us
to make up for our lies.

back in alma mater,
strangers never talked.
right here, we are lost.
so we befriend all behind closed doors...

as the world drift by,
i see shuffling faces -
they come and go,
i brush past ppl without awareness.

my inexplicable emo.sometimes i just want you all to know.
yet this world is so unforgiving.
i have to be CAREFUL.
its so tedious
many a times, we forgo, and forget.
chose to forget.
my inexplicable emo.

ay.starsplash.xxxxxxxxxx
let acquaintances be acquaintances,
for i have accidentally let them hurt me