deleted many things from my yesterday's post.
i've emoed, its gone.
i've moved on.
felt weird still, this morning, like something amiss.
but i found out the crux of my emotion and jotted them down in my journal before i'm lost again!haha
and i am grateful that jajin guided me around in AJC yesterday.
it's kinda weird for me, a girl to follow him around, but we have to be brave! haha...
and he's so hardworking and thoughtful
and i recall the letter he wrote for weilin... haha!

i'm torn between 2/5, 4/5 and OG 19...
i have ideas for outings, but who should i call?
they all seem so vulnerable if i dont meet up with them soon, they'd disintegrate from my world...
so who should i call?
sigh...
in JC, there's so much to do, so little time...
and so tough to keep this pace and maintain the strained friendships...
=) i can do it!

ay.starsplash.
it takes so long for me to know how true ppl are.
and it takes 1 and a half years for them to know me.xxx