Louisa's blog song makes me so calm.
if things were as simple as abc.
if things can be resolved in a split secong.
if things can be said- spelled out in abc.

then my life would be perfect.
i dont think i will turn up for ug bbq.
i want to go, that's where i grew up in, that's where i became who i have become.
but i shall just be working, say taht i'm working. i dont even know the palce.
buiyt if i go i can emo with louisa! haha, no, she will hear me out.
i so want to talk to her.
the only person i opened up to.
other than monsy.
but i dont tell monsy much too.
as long as we know, its fine enough. =)