Maybe it was expectations, that Mr Neo's EIGHT WORDS snapped what's left of my thinly suspended self-esteem. I did alright, not acceptable but he said it like i was another lost hope out of the 140 odd bio students. and now you know what? i dont know how to clear up the mess of my doing yesterday. Yes, they have said, i know. That it was only because of ONE paper, that i have wailed like a child. Just 1 paper. That they have done worse than me what was all the idiotic cries for. that's the reason i did not turn to you people when i shatterred. I feel this heavy weight of my mistake, giving you this perfect opportunity to speculate about how petty i have been. and this, is the mistake i can never undo and explain myslef clear.
Is there a need for me to do so? No. But its a terrible feeling living behind a veil knowing people no longer believe what you say anymore and there is room for them to pinpoint your weakness, and blacklist you.
I attempted to see only people's goodwill. But this strive was once stolen when my phone disappeared. at angmokio hub. I cannot avoid each and everyone i encounter with, so i see only the good side of you, to make myself happier. So that i take you as my acquaintance in class again. Dont take forgranted.
I cannot believe Mr Neo's EIGHT words opened up the pandora's box of my suppressed emotions, and the sin i have created in school,
Oh man - he's Powerful.