streaks

I dreamt of Da Jiu!!! I dont know where else to exclaim this. Because posting on facebook seems as though im announcing snippets of my life to the world.

I dont recall seeing Da Jiu's face clearly but I know it was him. You know how some people say its the presence.  We were all eating hei bi hiam together!!! Haha how cute we were! ☺ So, dad was sitting behind me, he had some sauce on his paunch and as usual I chided him for eating messily... I should have been nicer.  Ah Xiang my childhood friend was in the middle of the living room. ITS THE EXACT LIVING ROOM THAT exists today in aunt and dajiu's house just that I cannot really orientate their positions when I awoke.  I think cousin gorgor was sitted on the sofa. Well, Da Jiu and Aunt were on my right sitting on the ground with me.

If I have not gotten it wrong, both Da Jiu and I had a beer can in our hands!!! Enjoying hei bi hiam with bibigo sauce and beer!!! ☺ He seemed to eat while stealing careful long glances at us, at the very scene before his eyes.

I figured, he was looking at this happy scene that we have been moving on. And we are still happy as a family.

It has been almost 2 years now.

Because Da Jiu's face was so fuzzy in my dream, I have to describe this as detailed as I can so as to preserve that image of him which I was certian it had been him.

I MISS YOU SO MUCH DA JIU. Mornings like this, I awake with streaks of tears like lighting across my face. I MISS YOU SO MUCH.

Stop going away, the people close to me.