Many things ran through my mind today.
there's something I really wonder if im conjuring this conclusion on my imaginative part. Or, simply my curiosity crossed the boundaries?? Ohgosh. Is this Greek? its.... something spiritual I guess, I reckon its not right for me to speak about :(

Today I visited a drug rehabilitative centre as part of Social Work module.
I liked it. I felt that it was somewhat where my passion really stems from, helping people, giving people a chance.and. Not planting trees. Yes, I care for the environment and its social responsibility. But i'd rather work with people. Im proud that I know the uses of Morphine, what a rehab centre was really for, and of the Yellow Ribbon Project. I might be a medical social worker? I might double major? But I aint ambitious. I'd just learn. I was so interested in this 'chances' thing, I recall in JC1, I asked the teacher if the public would get scared if they walk alongside ex-convicts as part of this Project. Would you? Today, the 'leader' of Breakthrough Missions told me that in reality, society is not of an ideal graciousness to accept them. It was a stark dark truth I already know. My point here is that, when he mentioned the Yellow Ribbon Project, it really rekindled memories of JC when all I was involved in was CIP. Would you give them a second chance? I really want to. But my friend said she wouldnt forgive murderers and rapists. I dont know too, if Im brave enough to do that. I know that If I were the victim, I wouldnt ever forgive them. But.
Its a dilemma, and I have thought about that before.

Breakthrough Missions is a christian organisation. It felt... different being there.
There are several ways to perceive this queerity. Sociology made me analyse this with total acceptance. haha. my coincidental interactions with people have allowed me to learn and appreciate. I am a bystander. watching, thinking. Its treacherous pondering like this, all alone. I felt so vexed I needed earnestly to speak to someone... someone who will not be steered by his personal beliefs. I might not accept the truth, and I refuse to explore further. I feel really vexed and troubled, then. :(

and in times like this I only tell myself its my personal thoughts and I ought to resolve it on my own.
Will you? Are you Brave enough to forgo your personal beliefs to take on this challenge to hear my story?