I was happy yesterday,
because I had Breakfast with Devi.
I visited my aunt, uncle, niece and nephew:)
I teased my niece about dancing to Kpop in the room... she screamed!Haha.
It was family bonding time.:):)
while Dad and Mum went out, on a day tour,
oh well, They went on a Date! haha.
go, go by all means...
It was Bliss =)

I read my friend's Blog and I learnt that Reality is unforgivingly harsh; no compromises.
Well its this reality and Belief that's the sole obstacle.
And hence, it ended this way. Stopped.
Despite how much I move on, life is good, life goes on with my simple pleasures:),
But last night I saw again, in my dream.
Oh gosh.

Many things ran through my mind today.
there's something I really wonder if im conjuring this conclusion on my imaginative part. Or, simply my curiosity crossed the boundaries?? Ohgosh. Is this Greek? its.... something spiritual I guess, I reckon its not right for me to speak about :(

Today I visited a drug rehabilitative centre as part of Social Work module.
I liked it. I felt that it was somewhat where my passion really stems from, helping people, giving people a chance.and. Not planting trees. Yes, I care for the environment and its social responsibility. But i'd rather work with people. Im proud that I know the uses of Morphine, what a rehab centre was really for, and of the Yellow Ribbon Project. I might be a medical social worker? I might double major? But I aint ambitious. I'd just learn. I was so interested in this 'chances' thing, I recall in JC1, I asked the teacher if the public would get scared if they walk alongside ex-convicts as part of this Project. Would you? Today, the 'leader' of Breakthrough Missions told me that in reality, society is not of an ideal graciousness to accept them. It was a stark dark truth I already know. My point here is that, when he mentioned the Yellow Ribbon Project, it really rekindled memories of JC when all I was involved in was CIP. Would you give them a second chance? I really want to. But my friend said she wouldnt forgive murderers and rapists. I dont know too, if Im brave enough to do that. I know that If I were the victim, I wouldnt ever forgive them. But.
Its a dilemma, and I have thought about that before.

Breakthrough Missions is a christian organisation. It felt... different being there.
There are several ways to perceive this queerity. Sociology made me analyse this with total acceptance. haha. my coincidental interactions with people have allowed me to learn and appreciate. I am a bystander. watching, thinking. Its treacherous pondering like this, all alone. I felt so vexed I needed earnestly to speak to someone... someone who will not be steered by his personal beliefs. I might not accept the truth, and I refuse to explore further. I feel really vexed and troubled, then. :(

and in times like this I only tell myself its my personal thoughts and I ought to resolve it on my own.
Will you? Are you Brave enough to forgo your personal beliefs to take on this challenge to hear my story?

SAY HELLO, TO GOODBYE! (shontelle)

Somehow, I feel blessed for all the people I have known.
Yesterday during the first Geog tutorial with stipulated group mates, there's this Year 3 guy as our group leader. as we chatted along the way, we discovered we were both from NYJC!!!!!!!!!!!!! You know, there's just this sudden click of connection. It feels really coincidental and fated! HAHA! People from common grounds share a sense of familiarity, its... magical connection =)!

I messaged YEMIN ytd!!!! (My jc PW groupmate whom I always quarrelled with and has since become my good friend!) and i smsed that I miss him, how was he! He replied " i miss you too! especially during perfumes and cosmetics module cos they mention alot about coco chanel (my PW was on coco chanel) ................." hahah!!! aint it sweet? :):) it takes that bit of effort to pick up the phone to msg someone after very long, to know that the friend reciprocates. Sometimes, you gotta put in abit more to maintain a friendship.

People at NUS are acquaintances? I am glad I attended Oweek, to at least make a few better friends who has accompanied me till thus far... We go out together, hang out, and Lunch :)
You need them, cause you needa help one another out in such a 'Stranger-ful' world.....

Angel is drifting. Im suppossed to let go. Sometimes its disappointing, but Im glad to have known such people nonetheless! =) if you have never known a person, you wouldnt have known how nice a person can be :) I've witnessed it!

ZhangJingJing said "we're both stingy, thats why we are FRIENDS!" hahaha... dont you think a simple sentence as such can say so much about 2 Buddies? =)

I know I am a Lively, enthusiastic (from the number of exclaimation marks you see in my conversations) and cheerful girl... crazy at times, but I do emo. When I emo, its just that Im thinking really alot, letting my mind sort out complexities on its own...
Its a gift the magical mind think that way too =)

Take a Leap of Faith and Believe!

ay//

Cos I felt the happiness in the atmosphere in school today!
and I still wonder why misleadings whirl around in my head so much...
Maybe today, nope, yesterday was the time ANNAYEO stopped.
everything I've thought of.
ha-ha.


ay//

there's a very strong sense of achievement for me every odd week mondays :)
Way to go, AY! :)



Do Daddys cry?
I think my dad is so hurt he has turned all his sorrow into depressions that manifest in his everyday awkward bahaviours and turned silent, like night.

I not your venting machine.
Not vending machine but
Venting being to absorb your frustrations...
Thy love till death do us part??
I dont know what's Love anymore...

If you dont Love me
I'd love a cyborg.
I watched the Cyborg-She movie.
Like A.I - Artificial Intelligence.

But you wouldnt know right.
There's a feeling of missing. Someone, Probably everyone.