I feel so shag and messed up and I keep replaying Jay chou's Ye Qu. I play songs according to my mood. and I'll repeat the song until i get sick of it and wanna shut down my ears. I know its normal to feel this way but It sucks to feel this way.. its not even all that has begun together, but you are already messing up and its horrible... Dang it. Felt 'broken' by the end of today and i thought I might collapse if i just close my eyes but i know im living alone here, ALONE. and I gotta be strong. Girlguides are strong, and I managed to return to PGP late in the night. I still feel messed up.
Just, messed up.
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