i never imagined i will be so hit by the fact that the module which i gravely regretted taking up, will make me so utterly demoralised that my breath plummetted 10000 leagues when i saw 58/100. havent encountered such a horrendous score for a long time, for ambitious and hopeful ANNAYEO. even though i was prepared all along. it felt so... wasted? the music doesnt perk me up anymore. the new music my new friend introduced me yesterday. when we talked till 2.30am. it was sweet.
i realised some people take others for a substitute for escapance from the mundanity of life. i did that. and i dont want to fall deep-again. i realised sometimes you desire it so much you cant help it.
and i know the fact i have to work very very hard in sem 2. I aint afraid. but im just utterly disappointed in myself this time round. ANNAYEO.