Yesterday
I held onto this letter for a moment and wondered where had my dream for 2 entire years struggling in JC gone to. All scepticisms written all over my teachers and peers' faces, but I have proudly refuted them and held true to my Goal.
But yesterday I felt I have treated Goals, simply as a touch-and-go. Something that has kept me persevering, a great motivation since secondary school till JC. But I've forsaken it, eventually. and it is so ke xi. But I wouldnt change my decisions now; due to circumstances. But I need you to know, that It is still my dream course, that was where I had gained confidence from to persevere- 6 Years!

I cant believe I switched like totally. Grades didnt matter, it was all down to my stupid choices. And i got to make this decision of a lifetime! I hear the advices against Geog in FASS. I myself aint sure of what's to come... But you know what? I have determination, and I'll pull through, Do my Best! I cant get EnviroEng, so i put all my efforts in here.

I've done it before, and I can :)
Give me time to garner my strength once more,
and I'll show you! =)




Thursday is coming! Ive already packed into my FILA my sunblock and vaisal and towel and rubber ball and camera and chosen my clothes to wear! Mum said "but its only monday you know." Haha. Its such a simple happiness to anticipate Thursday.

and i didnt mention today:
its someone, who would sit beside me in silence just to watch the world go by... :)



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