YESTERDAY.
feels like everything's simply too repetitive, and i ought to go out there, take the opportunity to see the other places of singapore, outside of Singtel, in the vicinity of my humble neighbourhood.

I've got the urge to just explore new palces of Singapore. I need the bustle. Mum dreads bustle, but i love it, makes me feel alive, to move along with the crowd. But, its difficult trying to remain sane and empathetic in places like raffles place, where people get so caught up in work, they become really Heartless.

I must confess
There's too much brewing animosities in the office. You call this office politics? It seems childish, why are we grown ups caught in these mish-mesh of animosities then?i really dont take sides. but then, tell me, what's good or bad. Tell me who's right or wrong? and you tell me that that clique werent Right to mix around with.. omg. They are my friends!!!
If its true, then
What I deem, is virtuously right??

Its so ironic. I desire attention. Times im lonely and pms-ing... then i want to speak everything on my blog, and make you read my blog to know how YOu make me feel, but somehow, im afraid you would come to my blog to learn how your actions have hurt me and made me dislike you. No, i wont stay here, just to accompnay you, and you dont criticise, because it was out of goodwill that i brought all the stuffs from home to share. That was an utter insult. and i know our speech exchanges shoot silent pins. Dont, make me turn nasty. you dont need to know what's going on with me.

But sometimes i feel so silly with stuffs that i blurt out without thinking, makes me so Dumb like a fool.

I wonder
how people with different perceptions can really jive together in society. Recently out gallivanting, Ive witnessed many ugly sides of people. and over the phone, the courteous-less respondents. I seriously wonder - what's wrong with them. arent we taught to Give and Take??

It really makes me ponder and ponder.

seriously, I'll miss learning everything new and in awe from Brother Kueh, and i will miss Sasquatch friend, who entrusts in me, and our funky themes, and how they have make me a part of everything, and everyone.. haha... but.
I've got more to see. and. I wont stay with you. Even if it takes me to quit. I aint gonna pretend - nothing happened; for I cant.

its MAY now.
too fast.

ay//