Yes, lost the motivation to blog anymore, when no one seems to be reading, and no one seems to know anything anymore. Where the blog once used to be a tool to vent my frustrations and displeasure for others, i might have misused it, but at least that was a platform for met to voice out my opinions... and Blogging used to be therapeutic, when i had no one to speak to and things just aint going the right way.
Once every month, i have come to learn, that I will suffer from the clutches of PMS... I will have my moodswings, my mood will swerve like a roller coaster, and it would plummet 10 000 leagues into silent solitary. I would want to run away from work. run to where my friends are, because my eccentricities will reveal the truth that the current ones ... im losing them because after all, they are just my 4 month acquaintances... and i would suddenly feel so self-conscious and lonely, like I was the Only One around. Maybe, im seriously the only one left behind in reality. Yes, I am slow.
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