bittersweet

Sent Randy bro off at the airport yesterday with Cheryl Tan!!! :)
didnt take any photos since i lost my phone, the one i'm currently using produces too embarassing pics...
and then off we went to bugis to shop!!! oh, i'm.. er , trying to change my wardrobe! haha.. Thanks to cheryl for being like my... personal assistant helping me hold things while i tried on clothings.... Its still very much within my budget! Left 1 last thing to buy, before I'm totally satiated.. haha.. we shopped for 3 hours!
Then accompanied cheryl to the bustop and i brisk walked to the library!! following that brisk walked to the hawker centre to buy dinner back home for dad and myself, reached home at 8 plus, around 10, flop, i'm off to dreamland...
Recently my dreams have been revolving around what I encounter with during the day.. and I'm too lazy to decipher what these dreams meant in my 'book of dreams' anymore.. hmm.. aint it all conincidental?

At 3a.m, i received a message from my classmate Yemin! Oh, he's so sweet i'm telling you! Never expected him to be so sentimental over leaving Singapore... though we do fret over work together and the many quarrels with him I've had during the eventful PW days...
here's what he said:
hey anna. see you next year. thank you for ur card. i'll keep it well. now cannot sleep cos too excited, going to airport at 5.45am. take care ya. dont be too stubborn. tell melissa to take care too.
aint it sweet? haha! hmm.. probably he's older than us, so he's naturally more mature and is able to appreciates life more... yup!

The airport yesterday was a nice place, cheryl said what's so nice about it.... but, Its nice!!! the place of transit between where you belong and somewhere new, different. I love being on the plane, indulging in sinful food and hoping to catch stars... i cant belive myself being in midair. The trip to Thailand with OSLE was my first step out of my comfort zone into independence, though i sat alone on the ride home, i felt proud of myself. I know "things" aint that rigid, somehow. I made friends with the warm uncles and aunties sitting around me :)

I dont know how I'm feeling now... bittersweet? Lazing on the sofa, i cant recall just several weeks ago i had been mugging hard into my papers on such a sultry afternoon - numbed - and my mind shuts itself out of every scene of it. I EDont Ever want to relive those days, never. Its too tormenting on me. I can feel something unknotted within. Something I'll keep straight, for as long as I can.

:) ay.starsplash
its 1 more week plus...