My dear Bio teacher, You toy blatantly with my self esteem.
First you threw 8 words at my face;
The words that stabbed at my heart,
my mental-structure collapsed all at once in grounds of NY.
Now you tell me never to lose faith in myself.
Faith.
Its this faith, that i have been struggling to recapture.
Its immensely tedious and difficult having to
Muster all my courage to rebuild the faith.
And everytime the foundation fails, i cry in desperation.
Its so so tedious i wonder how more will I have to break down, helpless at my incapability to be strong.
I've even drawn up my personal Motivation Poster,
"BRACE UP, ANNA YEO!", splatterred with stars.
That is the minimum i can do.
when every sentence of my teacher lies an obscured connotation.
YOU TOY WITH MY SELF ESTEEM.
Do not break me.
I'll collapse.
I'm trying very hard.
Believe me, I'll rebuild that faith.
And mum is really backing me up this crucial period.
Thank you mmumy.