It was a nightmare, when I dreamt of Mr Neo.
He was standing on the middle of the platform of the stairs where i was going up.
There he stopped me and told me that he was so gonna slaughter me (for bio eams), exactly what he had threatened sherlyn and visha in school.
and he enquired if I were attached, if that was the cause of my poor academics... Hell NO! (do you think i would!) it aint phobia... maybe its how insecure i am about my exams this time round...

I received an email several weeks ago... i feel like tearing it up!!!!!! and i so wanna consult auri or louisa on what to do.. i mean.. its STUPID and RIDICULOUS!!!!! can you just stop it! and it was in june, when i was buried in studies, please do not burden me with what you cannot move on with... and now i thought not replying to that email was the right way to go... please just.... drop it and move on.

Call me shrewd.
Yesterday i spent the entire afternoon clearing my glass cabinets for space to keep my huge thick file-fuls of knowledge... and i cleared away rubbish. i saw that glass container you gave, and i'm telling you i almost threw it away many many times. but i just... put it back to the very extreme rear of the cupboard.. tell me i should have just dumped it! omg... i'm getting so.... paranoid of your cant-get-over-it syndrom... gosh!!! my heart palpitates and i wonder what on earth is wrong with you man! i feel being traced, through my blog. like... something pesonal is breached oh man! and i just hope our paths wont cross anymore... since our contact is lost. yeah, i'm speaking cruel things; but you got to get out of the space by yourself... that's how it is to move on. Phew!

Next week the mad rush begins... Come on, its... well... 5 months to go. ytd shopping, i have so many wild thoughts in my mind... after As alright. After As. The gloomy weather every afternoon makes me so desperate to fly to sentosa to see the seas LOL, but auri says such weather beckons for the rain... No, its beautiful weather!!! haha...

way to go, you can do it!
and i want to thank all greenies and 0802 friends for their motivational encouragements this june :) thank you!

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