Its been so long since i last blogged. and after so long, my old blog template was also lost. the owner has removed the pic. It seems like everything aint the same no more. Ruins. Like my grades. My studies, which i try so hard for.
Today's results. I finally got an A for chem test. So what, its just a test. But at least it rekindled some of the lost hope i had ever since Bio test, which i had spent my entire weekends studying, but just that 1 essay that i had left out, and it had to appear. I'm just gonna fail. I know it wouldnt matter to you. but. i cant. and i am disappointed.
Give me some time. I will pick up the pieces.

I'm forever imagining week 4 to arrive soon. Where all the major involvements i have in school will finally come to a closure.. the blood donation drive. and some tests, and some stuffs. I need to settle down. and to enjoy my fellow Greenie, Guanyi's masterpiece CCS performance. and to return to AMKSS that very friday, to see how things are, to catch up, to... resurrect the memories.

After so long, i have seen the many faces of people, how the people around me has evolved. Some has become so mean i'm disillusioned. Some, just another stranger whom i dont know anymore. i have yet to accept them, and i dont intend to, its too tedious. Call me a fool... but, if i try so hard, what more will become of me? I'm sorry. I just... go away. from them. Sometimes, the many smiles and waves at passing people in NY, is simply because i know them. But Sometimes, i see no point. and i am exhausted, doing that - to strangers.

looking out for you, is nothing, more than a fantasy, that could trigger my emotions, nonetheless.

ay.starsplash.