TODAY
pw finally ended in my entire life of JC. alright, how relieved i am.
my group and i headed to orchard for a night stroll, and passing by Chanel's Boutique, didnt make us like her even more... there was still this minor pang of phobia, that i do not wish to associate with her ever again. Never again.
Yet i am still greatful and amazed at Mdm Ainon, who has guided us upon the right path, such that we could salvage this originally sucky project... till what it is today.
Our presentation was considered the best of the 3 among the 3 groups in that specific assesment room, and we are proud to say it. =)
like i have mentioned, sometimes it is nice, to just be blind for awhile, and smile at the good things people do.
yes, my group members are getting along so well now... we went to orchard after OP to celebrate. In fact we couldnt believe this ordeal was over, as though so soon.. like i was just standing before the assesors during Q and A, and now, it is over!!! YEAH!
yes, my wealthy - but generous - burmese groupmate treated us to a Myanmar Restaurant in peninsular Plaza near raffles city... because he got promoted to J2!!! haha! it was yummy! the prawn in chilli sauce didnt taste chilli-like... and the porky black bean paste was so meaty!!! and the onion fritters was crunchy and yummy! the entire restaurant was quite empty, we had almost the entire aisle to ourselves, and i havent eaten so luxuriously for a long long time... =)
it felt like the ferris wheel is taking forever to turn, and that's the happiness i felt today=)
Thinking back, during promos, nothing mattered to me. Not osle, not pw, no life, nothing. after promos, everything on my mind was pw, i Needed it to end desperately. but now, i'm feeling that slightest tinge of anticipation to Chaing Rai! =)
probably its because i visited TERMINAL 3 with mum and aunt yesterday! it was my maiden visit there, while aunta nd mum loved walking along the shops. Man! it was no joke... can you imagine how S.l.o.w.l.y. they were walking, their 1 step would be equivalent to me having taken 10 of my normal steps! till i had to just S.T.O.P and wait for them to walk up to me... oh gosh... haiz... but it was a pleasant leisure stroll... havent felt so free, nothing signifant to bother about, for a moment, not even PW. but i'll be visiting that place again very soon.. on the 29th November... i will definitely miss all of you. if i dont, i'm not anna yeo.
somehow, this thought flashed through my mind, that the airport is indeed a very sad place to be, where people blah blah....
okok...

26 days till i leave...
and i'm wondering if Greeny Gang will really turn up for the bbq on the 29th of December... its been so long, i dont know many of them anymore... and their priorities and commitments have been diverted.
there's this edge of sceptism within me.
Correct me.

i dont want that same feeling, like everything shattered and is left broken.
and this little thing has the ability to destroy every tiny wish i have for this new christmas.

=) ay.starsplash =)