that night i listened to Why by secondhand serenade, that emo song that never fails to make me emo...
i sweared not to hear it anymore, but i needed to calm my senses! haha!
and i realised i havent thought of you recently, that is Good! =) yeah!
and yesterday i went to this chapel to teach the kindergarten kids to test out our OSLE lesson plans... well, wealthy kids are rebellious...
and i kinda have this stark realisation how masak-masak arent kids pasttimes anymore.. how thsi girl is a child-model, and already exposed to the harshness of the adult world... i felt that Lost, so depressing. when she is making big bucks while i was still setting up my own stalls at home selling plastic bags, rubber bands, anything, for paper pseudo money... ... (playing with myself).
and listening to why, it made me realise how i neglect or exaggerate the many nitty-gritties around me...

tmr we'll get back our results! i'm excited. i just want to know how i have fared.
after all, its still me.
no one else, but
me, myself and I.
good luck AY! =)
and i dont believe in luck.
boom!

i'm feeling abit crazy today...
friends! you have a large haversack to lend me? very big one!