Just now i was doing PPT then there was a buzzing sound and i went to close the windows smaller THEN!!!!!! the stupid BUG was buzzing on the inside ledge!!!!!!!!!!! DAMN IT! gave me the shock of Thursday! and i'm getting apranoid with any slight buzzing in the room...

anyway, today i napped from 1 to 4pm!
I'm amazed with how my mind can imprint scenes from the Past and Present.
the sketches today depicted that school had ended at 1pm...
Everyone was busy on their lapotops and rushing home, at 1pm, it was as if the sun has set/ exploded... and i was rushing along the darkened corridors of the 5th level of NYJC to retrieve my red Esprit bag (which i soso rarely use). At this holy 1pm, it was as dark as a Blackout, PITCH darkness. The carnival outside of school cast ghastly shaows of moving lights on the cold walls of the classroom. as i stumbled through the tables to find the light switches. meanwhile, this cleaner uncle came to tell me my red bag is with the cleaner auntie! LOL Melissa was beside me, her laptop crashed to the ground...
then somehow, i appeared in this smaller air con room with several people on small laptops and auri was there!!!! if i didnt get it wrong, Randy bro has instructed Auri to buy buy some stuffs on behalf of this girl's birthday. haha!
there was this woman, Smitten... Well, Her name is 'Smitten'!!! haha she was talking to auri...
In another classroom, guess who i saw!!! omg! It was JESLIN!!!!! she was sitting beside this girl with afro hair.. i told her that girl has this resemblence to peiqi, and jeslin replied "ORH HOR!!! you say peiqi....." XD
guess the time i read on our watches? it was 12am. 12 midnight!!!! school closes at 1pm and we lingered till 12 midnight !!! LOL
then suddenly, several boys stood in a row infront near the entrance of the classroom standing, some squatted, with a flower in their hands! haha, randy was holding a SUNFLOWER!!!!LOL XD
Apparently these were birthday gifts to that girl, whom no matter how hard i recall, i cant remember who she is. But jeslin mentioned sth: " you didnt celebrate with her, because you dont know her anymore, right?" Who? maybe i know who.
Then, this "Smitten' woman kept harassing me if i knew the guy auri had talked to, and asked for his details for she wanted to thank him... then i said okay okay... i will find out, and she forced me to record down her NUMber and name!! LOL! she scribbled on my apper 'Smitten, 5xxxxxxx' i cannot rmb the numbers else i wld have bought 4D! haha!!! she said ' remember to pick up your phone when i call you ar...' YUCKs! LOLLy!
XD

you know, everytime i awake from a dream, i feel i have emerged from teh 2nd realm..., i do not feel the 500 pound weight burdening me. I see those people i care about, like my new classmate melissa, the right that i cannot overlook her existence, and of course Greeny friends... Its another world altogether.

The carnival lights were so magical!

I'm awed about my complex mind... may i dream more! =)

i really feel better today! =) i told you, after 1 emo post and i'll be fine sooner than you know it =)

Yet, what if i lingered in the dream realm and never awoke?