on the way home -

today i walked home from school.
after the boring bbq for SLCfarewell for J2s
i strolled against the cool night breeze home =)
it was nice, i'm used to walking long distances, but i wasnt tired.
i was happy beneath those stray stars...
keep close, dear stars.

for no reason,
i was feelin' down in the morning.
maybe things just start colliding agianst me, like bababoom...
tried hard to study, but my classmates were joking about our class family tree and i left to sit with goddess auri.
then i migrated to peiqi then jocelyn and cheryl tan....
Several days ago, fungi appeared in the morning at amk hub after so long and stared around. then we asked what he was doing, and he replied - just looking around. haha!
We missed you Fungi...
Randy bro has found new friends.

Today, YILING came to NYJC!!!! i was so happy to see her. =)! i ran from the canteen all the way to the grandstand to meet her! =)
we'll go out real soon.


You know, a feeling once lost is impossible to retrieve.
i tried but i was merely trying too hard.
so it felt like nothing would alter anything after all...
=) and i'm happy now.
i've just learnt that
A Feeling once Lost is Impossible to retrieve.



today, my friend asked me if xx is attached. i was like _______________.
speechless.
if that is so, i would have indeed lost my innocent and sensible friend.
cheryl low, you know this person. It might be true, but i'd be so disappointed.
How she has always believed not in child's play at this crucial moment.
How practical she always was.

Behind those hazel eyes, i fear.
because i've failed. i admit that i have shuned my presence away from her ever since that incident. but. but
Once again, do not fall into the whirlpool, my dear 2/5 0'50'60'7 friend.
i might have lost you. but i pray for the best in whatever you do. i want to see you happy.
Just, just dont fall.
because i will no longer be there to lend you my hand.
it has disappeared.


i enjoyed the lone trip home tonight.
i will be able to walk home more often from now on. =)
it calms me down, i love the solitude.
where i frolick among the stray stars-
forever.


ay.starsplash.
keep close, dear stars.