i thought i could sling my bag and return home light heartedly today.
i thought i could reach home while its still morning and rest for awhile.
i thought the day i have long awaited for has finally arrived...
i thought i could come home immediately to my safe home.
but you wont get what you want.
you just cant ask for it.
(my old friend once told me this.)

what do you do when you are down?
the 10 things i do when i am sad.
1) eat and eat
2) sleep.
3) cry it out.
4) write it all down in words in my beloved notebook
5) ignore everyone
6) diao people for no reason.
7) emo blog.
8) rush home from school
9) sleep.
10) eat and eat.


ay there's only some Things that keep me going.
和你们在一起,
是我最初,
和最后的天堂

its you guys i see that i give myself the liberty,
yes, permission for the tears to well up.

next friday.