TWENTY FIFTH OF JUNE - WEDNESDAY!!!

dear journal, 1 day to the end of exams!
My chem...=(
there was this entire question which i did wrongly, and i spent such long time contemplating and got it all out but the answers were all wrong... 10 marks.
i was so disappointed... and kheeyau said 'I'm owned by it'... or something (I NEVER EVER UNDERSTAND THAT PHRASE, i thought owned means belonging to you?) , made me feel worse, but i really didnt know how to do that question so it should be fine, haiz. but i'm experiencing the 'stupid-you' feeling once again... =(

Today,
i found out that my closest friend in class is attached.
I mean OMG! she is from an all girls' school, her mum's a teacher at another sec school, she's gentle, pretty and quiet and obedient and...
she has a boyfriend.
she need not tell me, we arent close friends yet, but the guy accompanied her home.
to her busstop or something la.
0_0

what have i got to say.

okay you might be saying i am making a mountain outof a molehill...
maybe what Ms Emily said was true, that students from single sexed schools will be the first to be attached, because they are suddenly interested in the opp sex... blah blah...
then let Us from mixed schhols (ha-ha),
be immuned.
Is it envy? no, because something in my innocent friend stirred that i overlooked. Its merely an evolution of a startling truth i figured about my Friend today.
Do not be lost in the whirlpool...


Whirlpool.
Bio went smoothly yesterday which i did not expect. Good.
math was fine.
i have already planned what to do after GeoG, can imagine myself scrambling outta the examination hall... LOL!... and JC's pace is like studying for prelims and Olevels consecutively last year... oh my... hate school.
NY's system sucks.
just wanted to emphasize this. it really sucks, if i had a choice i wouldnt come to NY anymore. i'm serious.

and mum bugged me 10 00000000000 times whether i wanted to accompany them to a wedding dinner!!! GOD, i have geog tmr! you want me to forgo my passes!!!!?????
how adamant have i been in my decision that i began ignoring their persuading requests...
Stupid you. Then how come there are somethings which you never bothered to figure out the answers?

TMR!
=)
let us be immuned.
ay-starsplash.are you happy now?