Sounds so nice to hear Cheryl Tan's voice over the phone! =)
why is it that both monsy and her do not clarify their doubts with their classmates?
trust.
yesterday, these 3 birds separated into their individual paths in the sky.
at the horizon, the 2 cranes crissed crossed, and the next moment i look at it, it has manoevoured!
Life's small beauties -
i dont wish to let them go anymore.
Have you noticed them?

If i say something here, will you merely pinpoint someone, and assume and presume i'm referring to someone? haha.
but that's how the human mind works...
sometimes i just need the pretence of privacy, that psedo 'knowledge' that you will keep guessing......
well, words we use in our everyday lives resemble too much truths;

You are so near yet so far
You're unreachable like the stars
You're my fantasy i want it to come true
but times when dreams are fulfilled,
just too few.

are you wondering?
are you really wondering?
haha. i know. you will be.
but clarissa composed this poem for me in 1/5 2004.
the comforting memory of me sitting beside her...
=)

2 nights ago, i lost complete confidence of myself momentarily.
Mum patted me on the back - that kinda 'playful' thug, then as though a chain effect, tears welled up from my tearducts, and i was like.... suck in suck in!!!!....
i realised how alone i was, and i decided to message randy bro...

you know, when i was in secondary school, i swore that i would record every little thing that occurred to me in my journal, and i would tell my best friend everything, so that if something happens to me, someone will know what happened. Foolish idea.
I feel so stupid now; but it doesnt matter anymore...

Many a times i wonder if you will be disgusted and feel quirksome about this, well you call it emo blog. I do, that explains why i ddint post for so long. I dread the truths, then i just close the screen in the end.
Do you feel quirksome?


Yesterday guanyi made Us watch this artist recounting a ghostly encounter... luckily i dont do that at night... gosh! ask him to tell you!
and he made me a card! =)

That day, Cheryl Low's tagged - 'ANNA YEO!!! BRACE UP!!!'
the thought of telling mum 'can i not do well for this exam?'
STUPID Girl!
Have you gone Nuts?

Were you there?
Were you ever there?
Will you be there?
Sometiems i feel like a
mutant.

ay, What's wrong with you?

i'd be too exhausted when i go to bed.
Shut Up.
probably tomorrow i would have deleted this post because it would have become too quirksome...
i love the clear blue sky.
let's watch it together.
someday.
with you.
=)

ay.starsplash. are you happy now?
xxx