first of all, i'm so glad so many people came here to encourage me on.
the Ex president of red cross gave me a lil' short note, explaining why i was chosen, what she aspires to see our batch do, the faith she holds in me.
I'll try my very best.



today is an emo day. i knew i had to keep quiet and stuff everything within my little soul, like the heart of a cuddly compressible teddy bear... i went to Macdonalds with randy bro and mingwei after school. despite all the STARES, senseless stares that overlook a true friendship... i sat silenetly felt like crying. everytime my eye wells i will look down and occupy myself with something. did you feel it? i merely said little lesser than i used to, and my friends realised that i was - emo. fine. then after i received my bio, i felt much worse.
No, it's not because i failed my bio test, because everything just wasnt right anymore. Gp, what happened to my english. Math, i was a noob for i couldnt calculate! what else? there's more to come. My Friend cried because she got 1/2 mark less than me, i had 12.5 upon 30 for math. but i thought - it's okay, i can buck up. why? because i dont give a damn? is it because i care no more? During bio, 'i cannot give up from here, i can do it', raced across my mind as i stared at my 'Wonderful' marks. 15/40. then at mac i lost everything. it felt like its too much, i cant do it, everyone here is facing the same predicament, i'm just one fo them...
but i'm not. i cant lead their life. =(

i just wanted to go home and cry. i wont be like my friend to cry in school. but at the soya bean shop i just felt its alright to do it in fronta my friends, my devilish-mind... ... nevermind, i'm at home now, i'm safe.
i want to study for GP on friday. is there a point? i thought hanging out with GREENies will mask my emo. but today i dont know why i couldnt contain anymore. and i just showed you all my black face. =(
sorry!



PUMPKIN IS IN TOP 3 OF SOCCER!!!!
GODDESSSSSS AURIIIIII IS THE CAPTAIN FOR JUDO GIRLS!
I'M THE PRESIDENT FOR RED CROSS!
SURONG - THE MUSCULAR MONSY IS CAPTAIN FOR DRAGON BOAT GIRLS!!!!!!
GUANYIR!!!!! - IS THE PRESIDENT OF CCS!!!

CHERYL TAN OUR BELOVED HASH IS THE PRESIDENT OF JOURNALISM!
RANDY BRO IS A COUNCILLOR!!!
FUNGI THE BIG HEAD IS A COUNCILLOR!!!
LILAN IS A COUNCILLOR!
who else who else.
do you know why i'm so proud of amksians now?
everytime i see them there, i just feel like clapping and smiling at them,
that WE ARE GREENIES.
we're special.
i have to tell Mr tan chee siong that.
i promise i will.
=)

ay.starsplash.greenyamksian.
i'll be fine!