dear bloggy,
today was GP exam, my studies for GP (though many labelled me siao for studying GP), didnt go to waste! =) and i declare school holidays have begun! its as though, a break from school, for me to stop progressing but to catch up on my studies and tie up the frayed ends, the goals to overcome math and bio. =) LETS DO IT!!! and of course, play!

yesterday i returned to my alma mater dear for council investiture. after persistence persuading by dear MONSY, i went! haha, i simply changed into half u, locked the door, and zoom!!! off i am on the bus to AMKSS! it seemed as though i was going for a visit to the market..., that kinda parallel comparison of familiarity and convenience...
there, I FULFILLED MY TASK. the task that i have publicly declared and vowed to, that i would spread my Glory of greenies. and i did! i literally ran from one teacher to the next, exclaiming! how proud i am of fellow amksians.
You know something? i relentlessly proclaim my prudence of amksians. but do you know why? it is that we are being recognised. us, together, soaring. and maybe it aint enough, maybe it is that i want to publicise the roots of our successes?
fungi, auri and i went after Mr tan chee siong and i called out
" Mr tan! i want you to know taht i am so proud of amksians, and that AMKSS breeds the leaders."
"why do you say that?".... .... ... ....
and dear motherly mrs lai said - i'm so proud of all of you.
and then i answered - i'm so proud of amksians! =)
then she patted my face! =), its the kinda joy we feel, inexplicable.
i wonder if he would ever tell the school the GREAT words i have said. Several months ago sitting on the red parade ground, i would ahve thought he made up these great sentences to awe us. maybe i shouldnt have percieved... ...

During today's magic lesson for OSLE, i was restless and brain blocked. i couldnt remember anything the trainer said, just that he spoke many phrases of life experiences which couldnt register into my thick head. i was exhausted.
and - those six mesaages. you should have told me to read one a day, but i didnt know and i opened them all simultaneously!!! the second last one. made me think. it suddenly seemed like something is lost. as though an emotional pillar is lost. though i never tell you stuffs anymore, your presence might have become a norm, that it is thus different without so... sometimes i wished we were like the past when we crapped and nothing was real. virtual? no, reality made us distant. and that was what i was afriad of, that nothing was gonna happen, because of me, but by then it would have become all too routine for me, it becomes so sad... ...

today i talked to kianlam for so long, after so long, on msn... he used to be the one to call me and irritate me for 4 years!!! now i dont hear form him for months, though i might forever be too busy to talk to you, or even scold you when i'm studying and you still blabber on and on, I LOVE YOU MY FRIEND!!!! i missed you so much!!!! and i swear that everytime without fail i walked through that side gate of NY to the coffee shop, i look up at your hosue unit in the prominet block WITHOUT FAIL! because i know a GOOD FRIEND IS so near. =) and i will hold on to that. =) i want to see lovely carline and dear lam on my birthday again! last year they came to my house's playground =) the sweetest friends ever...
=)
byebye!
ay.starsplash.imissyou.
*GREENIES!*