today,
i just found out 0802 will not have chem lessons in LT4 anymore.
=( byebye, fellow amksians.
i cant sit with you all anymore...
after all the enthusiasm and unity we have so faithfully abided by... =(
its gone, like this. me. separated from all of you...when i found out this morning...(it has got to be this morning)...
i felt myself being swayed by the breeze, that the scaffolding tumble down...
then bio teacher gary neo told us the fate of our VERY FIRST bio test. well... i didnt focus on the important underlined parts... but... its not that i didnt put in effort.
i just felt like, i wasnt what i was in amkss.
the same odd feeling... =(

then pumkin told me someone asked her...
and how would they know, and why would they want to know....
busy body, the gang, i told you, that gang... haiz... sucks.
its like this, when weiliang joked to the whole world that i was together with guanyi...(lol!!! for goodness sake!!!!), and then XYZ believed. L-O-L
they are so naiive, or maybe... they have nothing better to do.
of all people. why should y0u be the one?
i dont wnat you to know, ABOUT ME.
leave me alone!
DUMBO!!!!!

monday blues
the worse part is that i wont be sitting with huiru and peiqi and guanyi and aurina and cheryl tan and greenies during chem anymore. the only lesson where we have the opportunity to sit together...

run run. run. run away all the blues during 2.4km pe tmr.
then we shall go celebrate guanyi's birthday.
=) sch ends early tmr! 12.30, half day... ha-ha!
i said i will pull through.
i realised i'm such a weakling who wants to stay at home from this world...

ay.starsplash
I AM A GREENIE AMKSIAN.


so i'd leave the debris where they lie
and trample on them claiming them MINE.
and i'd guard the place.
For they are the ONLY stilts that lift my spirits.
the stilts of the scaffolding.

my mind drift to you.