"Smiley! Come here, smiley!"
No!!! i'm not smiley! dont call me smiley because it may be fake! i'm just an emo kid!
that's how my Pe teacher called me.

i was so stressed ins chool today. i didnt understand what maths tutorial was doing... what respiration was going on, what bio prac involved... i just copied and did things and followed, bilndly. Prac made me run about so much, i wa sso sweaty and smelly and filty... thinking of Pw, i'm the leader, i got to initiate meetings... gosh! lunch... i i waited so so long for my sudden crave for macdonalds... then the two of them want to go to their beloved amk hub... so i went reluctantly, but i needed my mac!!! so we talked ... oh no! i have mood swing must tell me. dont keep quiet and feel implicated by me...
ohoh, we helped randy bro with all the 50 council posters... its a bit kiasu, but its the effort right? furthermore we are so supportive of him helping him to poke poke poke holes and tying string. Fungi was too inefficient huiru and auri came to the rescue...!!! =) randy's posters are a nightmare!!!
but nonetheless, vote for P1!!!!! alright?
met chongi, 4/5's chiobu at macdonalds! is it a small world afterall?... ...

its a metamorphosis.

i witnessed how my good friend has changed. how a four years of acquaintanship just went 'ba ba boom!' and gone. how i seem to have lost her, or rather, i'm lost , by her. we only had each other when we stepped into cold cold class 3/5. and i, i cried with her. did she know amksians cared?

be it pupa to butterfly

but when she held that placard to vote for her friend,
it was as though a glass panal has been simultaneously been constructed. taht i chose to ignore her presence. i dont know her then. she has great friends, yes, real great ones whom i too know...

or the maple leaf that dies

the bubblyness and cheerfulness is marred.
a sweet innocent transformed.
i will not hate her for that. am i angry?
i should be. but things will turn out the way they'll always remain if i just ignore.
No, i'm sad, and i'm reluctant. to hear what i now hear.
i'll never forget how sorrowfully i cried with you that time.
we all cared for you.
because you are my friend.

Its a metamorphosis
be it pupa to butterfly
or the maple leaf that dies.
Rain was unable to
fill up the creases on my opened palm.

ay.starsplash.greeny amksian
after going to loiter at amk hub, i felt better, i wasnt that stressed anymore.
i strolled across the overhead bridge, feeling...
nice.