my internet connection suckx.
dear bloggy, let me tell you about my life in ny alright.
i'm gonna quit red cross humanitarian network.=) the cca sux. the people there are so slack and they dwindle away my precious time. we can literally sit tehre staring at each other for half an hour for them to make preparartions... wth.the vice. orders us J1s around. who they think they are? i am ANNA YEO, you think i will be so dumb to be manipulated by you? i'm so gonn agive you my ULTIMATE DIAO. i'm tellin' you. hmmm.. they fellow members are... different from i am. there's this loud and enthu and talkative girl, but she spent so long arguing with the pudgy vice over a signature. just to win. LAME. there's this smart and pretty girl, but she is high and mighty, so she can come and dont come as and when she likes... i will scold them, i wont let myself waste my time there. when they are SLOW, wth la, i willsay 'hurry hurry!!!! give me first... hurryy.... LETS go!'... because i wont let them do things their slack way. i am not these kinda person. i tell you one thousand and one times i cannot donate blood for blodd doantion drive and you ask em why. i said my blood genetics... then you ask why, so i tell you is thalassemia. you ask me what's that.
i knew you wouldnt know.
then you ask so much for what! you STUPID! the vice somemore tell me nevermind la, can donate one. go, go donate. SLAP YOU eh!
i aint discriminating my cca, which i am so embarrassed and disgusted with. i am gonna quit after 6 months after i learn my first aid skills (which i am really keen to), to complete my NYAA silver. ervice learning committee is so fun, its so honourable. iTs intellectual. the people, teh eladers there speak sense, they reason with us, they tell us the rationale, the goal, the aims. they have a schedule, they lead us, not let us dwindle. i am proud to be in SLC. i am the i.c for saturday's reading programme for kids at the cc. its not LAME. it helps these kids with disabilities. they need our help. imagine we are one of them. who will eb willing to help you? these people are... ...

today i flunked my very first GP essay! the title was - does it matter if people of your country see 'the grass on the other side as greener', something like this.
how to give my stand? am i suppossed to give a definite stand? and then, the worst nightmare was me writing in wrongly in SS SEQ format!!!!!!!! DRATS! haha, now ss SEQ skills are imprinted in my memory forever... though i miss ss, it still terrifies me alot. GPGP!!! i can do it!!!!

i finally submitted my thailand trip afetr so many days and weeks of dilemma-ed contemplating. did i make the right choice? but its alright. i have melissa and huiru XD and jingke XD to accompany me through this arduos journey... first, i'll overcoem the interview. =) I CAN DO IT!!!!! Goddess auri said i'm optimistic?!! gosh! just because i encourage myself this way? haha!!! no al, i'm just an emo kid! XD haha...lets' go!
tmr i'm visiting AMKSS! i'm so excited!
goddess auri is the guest of honour, and i edited her speech! haha...
i feel honoured! XD
I'M A GREENY AMKSIAN, I'M FROM THE HONOURABLE UNIFORMED GROUPS, I'M A GIRL GUIDE.

ay.starsplash... till i blog again. i X X