I STUDY TILL MY BRAIN'S GOING BONKERS. these 2 days.
bio bio... chem chem making my brain entangling ,
and then the confusion again...

i threw 3 stars the day before,
i threw 2 stars yesterday,
believing that the spell would be broken if someone just picks it up...
but it just rained and rained.
and eventually, i succumbed to the spell. really.
that's why i said i have fallen.
but i will be hurt if i if i fall too low.

I pleaded for the spell to Push me away.
truth.truth.
nothing got into my head anymore.
then i'd start thinking.
a line should have been drawn.
Somewhere!!!!!
haiz..... :(
its a terrible feeling.
but
i know it will stop.
when school starts.
ay.starsplash
the momentum will drive me into a monotonous mode, then.
i wouldnt bother. . .
about you anymore.