i never imagined i will be so hit by the fact that the module which i gravely regretted taking up, will make me so utterly demoralised that my breath plummetted 10000 leagues when i saw 58/100. havent encountered such a horrendous score for a long time, for ambitious and hopeful ANNAYEO. even though i was prepared all along. it felt so... wasted? the music doesnt perk me up anymore. the new music my new friend introduced me yesterday. when we talked till 2.30am. it was sweet.
i realised some people take others for a substitute for escapance from the mundanity of life. i did that. and i dont want to fall deep-again. i realised sometimes you desire it so much you cant help it.
and i know the fact i have to work very very hard in sem 2. I aint afraid. but im just utterly disappointed in myself this time round. ANNAYEO.

Im gratified with every little small act people i havent known well- acquaintances, or strangers that have done to me. every little sweet thing.
a simple " eh, you sure you wont get wet ar..?" makes me ponder real hard.

feels fine,
feels better,
it'll be fine! :)





tmr, when i give myself a chance to befriend
and erase all the stereotypes
to believe
genuinity.






ay.

I wanna go home :(

Grant a wish for a kid!!:) Its a controversial issue. This charity event is organised by NUS.


FRIDAY, is the outing with GREENY Gang:) haha!:) MISSED THEM ALOT.

ay//

I have the urge manyatimes to be bad. To go clubbing and be bad. Just try to be rebellious against myself for once. But I havent. Because I dont want to go alone.This has always been inside me, for many years to come. To be wild where nobody knows. And letting it pass by the next day. there's this side of me, did you know.







there was expensive bbq yesterday with my og, and Annayeo, you said you didnt want to go. But the company had been great:) It was wellworth 20 bucks. But then you ask if these friendships do last, talking bout eyecandies, this and that. Were they superficial stuffs and small talk? and was it obvious that at this age, we are still forming girl-cliques?? but it was so awkward hanging around the guys, older than us, who arent close to us, and trying to make small talk is the hardest thing in social relationships. Why are the guys in uni so different? OR. Is it just me? :(

ay.