Why is it that a Single child,
must be pampered?
I know I'm not.

and why is my voice kiddo as such?
I seriously got to Grow Up.

Darn it.
I wont get far behaving like a little girl.

and why is it like usual,
the jokes go out of hand-
with me in it.
somewhat like the lovely old days in class 2/5 in amkss..
Just that now, its.. some still unkown strangers toying, and trying their luck to intrude.

But oh, Dont forget I've got my protective shield in use!

Am I so, as such?




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what's worth fighting for?

What's important?
What's worth fighting for?









Do we place our goals and future first and foremost?
What about all the old buddies, and new friends?
How do we make time?










This morning, i was struck by a momentary pang of fear while reading the papers.
Indonesian gov has approved of a nuclear plant.

Today at work, I learnt all about a nuclear reactor.
Nuclear is utterly dangerous.













Can we, slow down?

AHHHHH!!!

Heiyo! Life's getting better by the days, as many of my worries subside one by one:)
Today, at the call centre.....
The job that pays me 6.40 an hour, so stingy, 10 cents more dont want to give me!, which is so slack for 2 days, employing 180 operators... LOL
today i received the most number of callssssss!!! which is... amazingly 5! haha... some had none. I guess the wiring of the hotline has gone gaga???? nand I was suppossed to happily knock off at 4 (tell you why happily later), when this indian operator recieved a chinese caller... and unluckily since i was sitting nearest to her.... I had to take her transfer calllllll!!!! oh no!!! chaos!
ohmygod, my chinese. though improved by alot, i still couldnt make it... there were so many specific terms I had to use to highlight the gist of the survey questions... and then i paused so long trying to figure out the correct terms that the respondent on several occasions asked "Huh, ni zai jiang shen me????!!!!"
oh no... I was so flustered and stressed and in pieces, I will not accept any more chinese calls. HUMPH.
oh, im beginning to accept this job... its a government survey - the CENSUS 2010 - you should have heard of it... so i answer the customers' queries. and since its only the second day which the letters have been sent out, there were not many calls, and i spent my time so fruitfully and HAPPILY reading my national Geographic!!! the time was so well-spent! Its so enjoyable eating knowledge while at work:) such a LOVELY day! no time wasted slacking, but reading my favourite geographical magazine, YEAH!!!!!! =) haha.

okay. I dont know which course to enrol into. Environmental engineering in NTU, or Geography in NUS.. there is an on-going mental debate heating up vehemently in my brain. NTU is so far, and everyone says engineering alot of Maths... oh no, MATHS. but thats the job that lands me to become an environmentalist. GEOG is my favourite subject, but im taking H1 geog, there's so much i dont know. What if I enter NUS Arts & Social Sciences, then I couldnt enter Geog major, I will be at my wits end. Gone case. :(
tell me tell me tell me how?

there's an OG gathering tonight. But I dont know whether to attend... I aint know those in poly very well, all my clique aint attending, but I ought to widen my social circle right? But I've decided not to go. and probably I hope I wont regret later on...

I went for an interview with the National Arts Council.. cool??? so classy right? Not that im being fussy bout jobs, I want some challenge and i so wanna Learn new things... yea, come on! Now, Wish me luck!!!=)

I miss hanging out with greenygang. The times we hung out together in a group of around 8-10 which is considered an illegal gathering under the police act, are the most blissful moments of School-Hood! I miss chilling at the esplanade rooftop, celebrating at Sakae sushi, bbqing at Yaki & Yuki, listening to the wisdom talks by auri and randy, so cutely visiting the unopened sentosa IR....

When can we all meet again?

HELLO DEAR BLOGGY!!!!!! WAIT, I HAVE MANY THINGS TO SAY BUT MY MIND IS IN A COBWEB OF FLURRY NOW, TOO MANY THINGS!!!! OH NO!!!!! AND cheryl tan SAID DONT USE SO MANY EXCLAMATION MARKS! but. I USE THEM WHEN IM EXCITED OR HAPPY OR ANGRY AR... AND WHILE KAYPOYING ON FB, I CHANCED UPON A PIC OF MY 2 ERM.. ........... CHILDHOOD(??) FRIENDS FROM MY ALMA MATER HAHAHAH!!!!
YOU REMEMBER THEM???????? BTW THEY ARE BOTH UG (uniformed group)- IANS!!!! YEAH!!!!! haha!!! OKAY... WHEN I AM MORE SETTLED DOWN I WILL BLOG SUBSTANTIAL STUFF. goodbye:)
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OH!, sunday ar, greeny gang, tell me details,dont forget me! XD

I feel utterly remorseful
for not saying "thank you" when 2 people waited for me to board the lift after work. :(
and I'll do triple the good deeds, to atone for this sin.
I'm serious.

This week aint lovely, I aint at ease, i cant enjoy my last week of work by the boat quay, and the long bus rides dont lull me to sleep anymore.
There's a bugging worry tugging at me, all the time.


is a Thank You that tough AY.Starsplash?
at least i'm leaving this job on thurs, no more relegation, into the heartless troops at R. place-

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