That day

the guides leaders of 2006/7 had a wacky gathering at Angie's PALACE!!! :) sounds like some Mother garden huh?

okay, we had pizza and spaghetti for dinner!!! so nice!!! it has been a long time since i last eaten so full XD

we watched TV, read magazine (LOL), she could open a magazine kiosk too... camwhored omg!!! so fun!!! and we said alot of lame things and recalled many incidences, like cheryl tan pleating her hair for 3 hours during guides camp, and the hairdresser saying she has the hair of 3 persons haha!!!! :)

here are some wacky pics we've taken, it was a nice kinda gathering, just doing nothing, but catching up, like how we used to slack in the Guides room together when we helmed the CCA!!! haha!!!

take ONE!

take TWO!

in the mirror below her bed!!!

look at our sumptuous dinner!

okay that's about all...
it has been a fun day with these girls!

This is a beautiful song by Simple Plan - Save me.
It was written as an inspiration from the singer's brother's fight against cancer!
This song thus spreads the awareness and love for cancer patients! :) nice?


I havent really gotten over the hangover of the craziness i had at the bbq last night.
Do you know what i awoke with this morning? It was the faces of my 2/5 0'50'60'7 classmates!
Kianlam gave me a large box with a super memory thumbdrive! LOL! and carline was holding a pot of liquid agar jelly mixture. xingzhi and qingyun were... chatting? it was so much fun there.
probably its because i havent fulfilled my promise of a gathering for this group of friends of mine.

There's so many tasks to fulfil.
Tomorrow will be Guides of 2006/7 leaders' gathering at Angie's house!:)

Yet
Sometimes it just seems too overwhelming all of a sudden.
and sometimes i feel i'm merely trying to make up for all the void feelings i've withheld throughout the schooling year...
but this time wouldnt be sufficient to patch every excuse and distance stretched -
in-between.




This just aint enough.

i want to declare:

"I JUST LOVE HANGING OUT WITH YOU GUYS!!!!!!"

LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT!!!

its just that we all play together because that's how close we have been!

Its one of the most successful barbeques i have ever attended!!! and i planned it!!!! yeah!!!! no, i'm not claiming all the credits to myself,

i wanna thank AURI!!!!!! for bringing the heavy disc player hoping to transform the bbq arena into a mini open-air Club... and for the handy pair of thongs!!!

pumpkin for collecting money for me!!! :)

i'm grateful to the BOYS for going grocery shopping with us, helping us to carry!:)

Peiqi, Elaine, Cheryl Low for coming early to help me :)

lilan for booking the pit and her dad's generosity which i never got to thank in person today...

and for the presence of ALL!!!!!! :)

You know

we are a really impromptu and cool bunch of people, i'm not making sweeping statements, its like one person (Auri!) comes up with one idea (giftexchange), and we get all so excited and go along with it... and we are such an efficient bunch of people... when messages are passed, it spreads from one end of the 'class' to the other like ZOOMMMM!!! and we suggest playing games together, and all of us, boys and girls, sit in a circle playing 'PIG!!!!' haha!!!! and i emphasize impromptu because we can make decisions on the go... like just plan outings immediately and the next day we all really show up.

and i'm honoured to have such GREENY friends to stay with.

i felt so childish running, hopping and calling here and there today. but because i was really immersed in this family-like gathering with them =)

Some girls didnt want to play... they prefered to chat and relax, and i'm fine with that, just that the more the merrier... While some others have grown so stranger to me... just a minority... that in my midst of laughter and happiness, I have become oblivious to them... and i began to doubt them...

then there was gift exchange!!! Guanyi was in-charge, and i bickered with him over the 'revealing of who the present was given by'. I felt so powerless, so i got lilan, cheryl low and elaine to help argue our stand... that not knowing who the 'giver' is will create this secretive, mysterious and exciting atmosphere!

Probably my unrelenting arguments were the cause of my embarrassment for the night... during the lucky draw, i got back my own present :(

do you know how sad i was :(...

because i had long awaited this excitement and mysterious moment this christmas, in the i received my own present... and i got to exchange it with someone else [that person will know its from me already:( ]. as though my dream was literally smashed. I was just so sad that it happened to me. I was to perform a forfeit and made to sing!!! OMG!!!! its was the most embarrassing moment this holiday. i sang like a toad... because i was so disappointed with myself, i think yilin danced 10 times better than my singing. :(

there comes the dog!!!

its was from steven, randy bro's council friend.

i appeared quite unhappy with the soft toy as i was trying to calm my nerves from singing the chorus of Womanizer...

let me talk about the dog.

It gradually seems lovelier by the seconds. I have never held a soft toy for decades. Yes, since like p1,2 when my large bunny and dolls were given and thrown away, mum has never let me play with anymore 'dust-accumulating' soft toys... and its really nice to hold on to one now...:) thsi innocent dogs can make me feel better... :)

Probably, knowing who the 'giver' is isnt that bad anymore... because you will learn to be grateful to that one person. Instead of taking things for granted, you begin by being grateful to the one 'giver'. This dog, from a stranger, and i'm grateful for it. :) THANK YOU!
I LOVE THE DOG!!!! :) it shall go with me on my bed!


SORRY randy bro for not singing that song i said i would sing anymore...
i feel so guity for breaking that promise. and i began emoing after ice-cream...
someone else also seemed emo... ? but that kinda face that seems to be keeping alot of thoughts within oneself, makes me feel uneasy.
then i reflected on how happy this occasion is, i didnt want it to stop and when will be the next time i see all these faces in such glee again. it seems so far away. and on the bus ride home, guanyi repented about his mistake in dwiddling this 1 year away... and it makes me so sad.

but, they will be going to Sentosa on 7th January!!! Auri, peiqi, surong, want to go???? I WANT!!!! i want to go with them, please go along??? :)
Yeah! and i will be collecting my pay on the 4th with Guanyi and Louis! =)

this is my bbq name list!

can you spot your name in it???? XD

my belated birthday present from weilin!



christmas gift from weilin! =)
the things inside are............

2 starry lollipops!!!! :)

Monsy's Gift.

this is inside!

and i just LOVE HANGING OUT WITH YOU GUYS!

let's go study together! and visit our Swensens!!! and new year visitations, and outings, and everything else together!

i'm blessed in this circle of my friends :)

ay.starsplash. and i wished it never ended.

:) i'm happy.

santa cant you hear me? i have been so good this year!!!
=)
its the last day arui and peiqi is working! i'm so tempted to call for this 4day job as advertsied in the papers, but no! i shant be greedy! :)
I feel so happy today, and i slept till 10 plus, for the first time this hols!!!
what have the rest of you been up to? :)

ONE TWO THREE!!!
and push harder! faster!!!! faster, faster!
omg!!! how?
i count one two three then we jump up!
omg!!!! OMG!!!!
and i almost sat above seowhwee as the Merry-go-round spun so quickly...
see la, i said count to 3 we jump on top now you bang into me!!!
i thought you say jump, you will go on top ma...,
then you sat down!
and there we sat on the merry-go-round watching the revolving world,
while it rained on us,
so suddenly.
see la, the moment you sat down the rain came...
and the merry-go-round couldnt stop,
as i scrambled to jump off the side,
seowhwee bumped into my legs and i sunk into fine sand to steady myself from tumbling!
and we tried to hide-
from the rain.

I swang on the swing alone!!! :)))
and i seemed like a lunatic who couldnt stop smiling while swinging.. yea.. haha!
its a strange feeling reviving those memories i grew up with on the swing.
now i see my long legs and heavy weight such that the hinges creaked.. :(
maybe its a good sound after all? A melody in its own tongue?

It would have been such a happy scene if someone snapped a pic of seowhwee and i on the merry-go-round!
But the rain chased us away...
maybe it was a form of greeting :)

I cant think of any situation where i wouldnt be smiling playing at that playground...
A sand-filled playground :)

Can you IMAGINE the child's bliss and euphoria?





ay.
a day at work with seowhwee at tiong bahru
ganengsengschool.
very much like amkss too :)
my osle friend:)

3 more days to CHRISTMAS!!!!
and i havent given out
my chocos.



:)

Tags:
Louisa: HEY!!! you're the only one who has acknowledged to receiving my letter! =) did the Kisses melt? haha
Auri: yoyoyo!!!! our outings how? i want to go eat together!!! XD
pamo: pampampam!!!! peiqi auri me yilin amanda probably,... lilan, cheryl low... we are asking huishan and cheryl tan.. and dumbpig - elaine... xinyi too! =)









You Know,
there's this one kinda feeling, like the entire world is against you, the whole world doubts you, and you are just one person standing alone... so much so that you even begin to doubt yourself.
This feeling makes me confused, blurrrrrrs the line between right and wrong.

Yesterday,
i applied whatever theories i have imprinted into memory, to try to alleviate the bleeding from this small boys's nose. i tilted his head forward, and all the aunties and people around me just kept telling me otherwise, to lie down, tilt his head back... etc.
while there's this indian male organiser, he encouraged me. not to listen to them.. that i should do what is right. he strengthened my confidence, that was when i felt pressurized, and there was this mega responsibilty thrust upon me, which i got to face.
there was one woman who claimed to be a nurse, having worked in a hospital before.. she did it her way.
but when the paramedics came, i have proven them wrong.
I was right. and I am right.
:)

peixin made a mistake by elevating a fainting man's head instead of his legs, but i saw it and corrected her, yet we got mocked at by this woman organiser of the CIP for a community event at Bishan.

I was proud of them, the paramedics, in their smart uniforms.
The calmness they possessed, the 'triviality' they had exhibited in that matter.
The POWER they behold, like nobody would question them...

there was this part of me that aspired to be like them.
probably because i head RCHN, and i ought to know everything Right. Probably its just a sense of responsibility what i must do, being trained in it... i believe its the latter, that made me strive,
and Brave.
it made me consider continuing the rchn journey in Uni. Like for a split second i was proud of what i am doing, i dont dislike this CCA anymore...

I have to emphasize;
I'm very Proud of the Paramedics; just that nobody would doubt the blue crisp uniformed personnel with sleeve badges printed 'PARAMEDIC'. :)
and it feels terrific having done the Right thing.

For a moment i was on top of the world. :)






ay.starsplash.and i fell in love
----------------with that Uniform.




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I had enough of my fill, satiated my craving for KFC!!!!! =) somehow its so ironic, i get so flustered everytime i eat KFC with mum and dad... mum will be afraid dad doesnt have enough, and make him and I eat so much, while she eats that minute piece of drumstick... makes me so mad!!! and i'll end up ordering her to eat... but she just wouldnt budge, and i never enjoy eating KFC with them anymore... not like the hearty meals i indulge in together with my friends...
but today i have eaten so full i wouldnt think about it for another 2 months...

havent blogged for so long,
Yesterday
was one of the best days i have ever had in my lives of working in the outside world! i worked with Louis and Guanyi at the factoy in Ubi for a day! i was to replace his friend who couldnt make it, and the pay is good! :) i love the job, the kind that doesnt let me stop, the continuous work kind to keep me occupied, though monotonous, and i hated cutting hundreds of octopus and crab pictures, at least i see the end product of my effort! unlike today, i lazed and sat around waiting for time to pass for several minutes and hours selling school uniform.... :X
The wonderful thing working with them is that we are allowed to utilise our handphones, mps, eat, drink, talk all we want, and laugh like the its only our presence around...!!!

It was a simple rectangular whitewashed room, no cabinets nor windows.. working halfway through, i got caught. like i was engulfed in some kinda jail (its more luxurious than a jail), mind you, i got lost in day and night - lost in time... the walls just seemed to have enclosed me in my own space, ignorant and oblivious to the outside world... its a scary thing to happen.

there you go, there were my GREAT friends who have schooled with me... We crapped a whole hell lot, like Guanyi's signature game:
"we'll all ask each other 1 question, then all have to answer.. if you cannot answer then skip one turn..."
LOL!!!!! and his horny questions!!!
and his renowned question: TELL ME YOUR ULTIMATE SECRET! haha!
then i asked: tell me your BIGGEST lie inlife, and the Greatest Betrayal in life... haha!!!
while Louis' are: describe your chu lian (first love), and he emphasized on DESCRIBE... and we had to talk about it LOL, and guanyi was saying some flowing long hair... blah blah... back in China LOL!!

Louis asked why we had so much to gossip about 4/5?
then i wondered if we would still hang out and talk like this when we grow up...
Guanyi: Of course la!! if not hang out with who!!! sec school friends what!
me: but... then what we talk about when we grow up?.....

there was this hint of pullback, hesitation. and i realised i should have just slapped myself real hard, why am i always this pessimistic and crow-mouthed girl... i cant describe this stupidity in a more consoling manner... Why cant i BELIEVE, for once?

maybe i'm just afraid.

yes, and they walked me all the way to the busstop far away! :) i am so so grateful such friends i have, never knew i would share so much with them. Things i have NEVER said aloud in my entire life...

its a mystical tangle of emotions;
can you feel it?

Guanyi smoked on the way to the far busstop... They talked about clubbing, drinking...
and i wonder if i would indeed go astray if i hang out totally with them. or maybe its just my own maturing curiosities.
But i know that its just me, and my own warm thoughts this (yesterday) night.

this 70 over bucks i have earned, is too trivial compared to what i ahve learnt:)
:) :) :)

Oh, i never told you i sell school uniform at Northbrooks secondary in Yishun, its so far!!!! :), gotta take bus - mrt - bus... haiz... and that school is so small, the students are so few, nothing compared to AMKSS. i remember when i went to buy that significant greeny uniform in sec 1, the entire corridor was squashed with over-anxious parents. and i saw similar images of over protective parents wanting to buy larger clothings, and LONGER skirts (LOL) for their children.. just like my mum had, then this parent said - YOU WANT SO SHORT/ SMALL I AM NOT GOING TO BUY FOR YOU.. YOU GO SETTLE...
and the child answered (JUST LIKE I USED TO): OKAY LA!!!!!!! OKAY LA!!!!!!!!!!
haha!
so poor thing :) nevermind, you will grow up soon! :)
okay.

bio bio... i will settle you... and i waited for randy bro to return from jia xiang to teach me mclaurins' and he said he knows nothing about it :X

ay* :)

Today i got cheated.

i called THE STUPID FELLOW to enquire about this ticketing personnel job... he reiterated that they will be promoting the dance concert tickets, and all we had to do was to SELL them....

i smelt RAT and called again to clarify the promoter - selling issue, because it is difficult to get people to buy, but i didnt mind managing the accounting... then, he asked me to go for interview to know more details... that interviews are NOT to be carried out over the phone...

so the DUMB me told peilin, and we 2 noobs waited outside Ngee Ann City Taka there that fountain for more than 1/2 an hour and he didnt show up... STUPID FELLOW... then when we called him 1001 times, he said he was sitting there but didnt see us... STUPID! then, the comical thing is that he only briefed us about the job for less than 5 minutes... and in the end, he says he would give us a stack of tickets and we have to sell them all....

"STUPID FELLOW: the first 20 tickets, you will earn $2... .... ... after 40 tix, you will get 2 free....

STUPID FELLOW: so you can consider, no obligations, if you are interested, i will pass you the tickets tmr, then you can begin selling......

ME!!!!!!: BUT ON THE PHONE YOU TOLD ME WE NEED NOT PROMOTE WHAT... THAT WE ARE JUST SELLING ONLY...

STUPID FELLOW: nono... you must be thinking sitting behind a counter and just selling right...

ME!!!!!: YEAH!

STUPID FELLOW: but we've tried that before, times are bad and we really need to promote, if not blah blah blah...."

Stupid fellow! Cheat me... i went all the way from SERANGOON NORTH take bus, change train to ORCHARD!!!! then he tell me stupid things.... couldntt he just tell me clearly over the phone!!!!! i purposely asked specifically about the job so i wouldnt go for the interview for nothing!!!! NOW everything comes to naught!!! waste my time and bus fair!!!!!!! STUPID FELLOW!

I got cheated today!!!!

and it poured cats and dogs, the entire pathway from orchard MRT to Wisma was FLOODED.... what kinda of first class shopping area is this? what will tourists think of Singapore? and the poor wading cleaner in boots solemnly tries sweeping and sweeping the gushing floodwater away. :(

humph...

then i went AMK HUB NTUC to get my chocos, in the newsppaper an EXTREMELY COLOURFUL PACKET OF MIXED COLOURED KISSES CHOCOLATES was advertised.... when i got there, only dark purple, mint choc and milk choc, individually packages were on sale!!!! cheat me!!!!! stupid! these colours i have seen Everywhere la!.... humph! pictures do tell a thousand unheardof lies.... Pictures do LIE!!!!! =(

but but.... i visited Aurina amd caight her in the act at TAKA cashiering counter... such nice photos i've taken... haha! to make up for the cheatings that i had been cheated of today... XD

look at sexy auri!!! she was so busy packing she didnt look at me!!! XD

okay la okay la... the Smart looking auri... see that uniform.. so professional huh? our future Manageress of Takashimaya.

that's all, byebye!
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Watched hell's highway KM31 yesterday! =) oh man it was so scary i watched until very xin ku, because i was literally crouching on the seat and covering my face with my palms watching only through slits on my fingers haha! My maiden NC 16 show LOL! actually it was the visual effects that made the show scary!!!! i only had a shock once, and while covering, peiqi came over to grab my arm! scared me la! anyway, she was 'shocked' several times haha!!! The 3 adventurous noobs (us) daringly went to watch this movie LOL! because around us were all grown ups and many guys were there. anyway, i had trouble covering both my eyes and ears at the same time, so i crossed my arms, and poked my fingers to stub out the wails of the ghouling and my arms shielded my eyes! stupid me!!!
then when the show ended, i laughed! because the possesed woman screamed and the entire hospital 'vibrated' in the scene... haha... an abrupt ending i would say...

next week mom's on leave! and its so hot at home i need to go out!!! its december and its still so hot!!!
This,
is ths effects of global warming! No more airconditioners! No more computers!

Yesterday afte rthe movie i travleed all teh way to parkway to hunt for my chocos... but its white chocolate flavour which i dont like... =( so i trudged home...
and there's offer today in the newspapers!!!!
Wooohoo!!!! Auri suggested a gift exchange during greenies' BBQ!!!!
Here are the terms and conditions:
- minimum 5 bucks
- wrapped neatly
- no names written by who to who...
- we will then number the presents and draw lots..
- only ppl who brought presents can draw!!! OMG so fun!!!!!!
its gonna be helluva party!!! (i learnt that word form a book XD)

next week mom's on leave, i shall go out!!! cant stand the heat at home... and i WILL get my KFC despite my sore throat! i dont care!!!! :)





ay.starsplash.
its coming!!!!!
and i'm gonna call for jobs later :)

CRAIG DAVID - INSOMNIA!!!!!!

I never thought that I'd fall in love, love, love, love
But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush
Being without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up
When you walked out, said that you'd had enough-nough-nough-nough

Been a fool, girl I know
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time, you'll change your mind
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more
Oh i stay up til you're next to me
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Remember telling my boys that I'd never fall in
love, love, love, love
You used to think I'd never find a girl I could
trust, trust, trust, trust
And then you walked into my life and it was all about
us, us, us, us
But now I'm sitting here thinking I messed the whole thing
up, up, up, up
Been a fool (fool), girl I know (know)
Didn't expect this is how things would goMaybe in time (time),
you'll change your mind (mind)
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before (Because it)
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah (Ah), Feels like insomnia ah ahAh,

i just can't go to sleep
Cause it feels like I've fallen for you
It's getting way too deep
And i know that it's love because
I can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Visited Aunt's House today... My niece and nephew had this new box of Monopoly which costs $60 over bucks!!! oh gosh! i have never had such an expensive TOY in my life... my handphone and Mp3 are not considered TOYs haha!!
and i guess this version of Monopoly wouldnt make anyone bankrupt, so as to... protect the fragile pride of ambitious children who aspire to be millionaires...
because after cicling 4 rounds around the squarish board i'm still the richest of them all... =P
probably because i have the greatest wisdom.. haha... they are p5 and p2 respectively... XD
I'm really fallin' ill with sorethroat and chills... had fever last night, but i'm keeping mum lest mum [not to confuse whith that mum word earlier on... :)] scolds me for eating all the temptatious snacks this hols.... I'm very strong one okay... MUST BE SOME SELFISH PEOPLE PASSING IT TO ME WHILE I WAS GALLIVANTING SOMEWHERE!!! Humph!

omg! you knwo while napping my beauty sleep this afternoon my hp vibrated!!!! gosh then i dreamily woke up and dug into my bag for it... and there was a missed call... since i just awoke and my sore voice sounds a tad too ... husky, i didnt call abck... =( =( =( =( what if it was a job interview?????????????? oh no... =( ....
i almost accepted the notion of forgetting the search for a job... since its too futile. but but.... let me just hope! haha...

oh, last night, i stole medicine from the fridge to DIY cure my illness..

I'm strong OKAY! :)
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yeahyeahyeah!!!!
tmr i'm watching Hell's Highway KM31, a thriller, haunted movie with Pumpkin and Auri!!! Even though i'm so frightened thinking of the thrailers omg.... i havent got a good scare for quite awhile... and several nights ago, i saw flashes of the scary advert in my subconscious dream.. LOL...


..........
:) I'll continue my search for the KISSES tmr!!!! the mint dark choc and candy cane flavour!!!!!~!!! I WILL FIND IT!!!!!!!!!!!

I've fallen ill :(

Recently there arent any emo posts, like i have lost that part of me that is able to think over every nitty gritty that i have done; how every single action will impact on people... Maybe its the blogskin? haha... yeah, maybe its the blogskin that affects the mood.. =)
christmas is cround the corner! and i'm in the midst of planning what chocos to buy for gifts! =) omg, but because i want to indulge too, so i choose what i like haha! i really cant wait for Christmas meal with Randy bro and greeny gang you know! though i aint a christian and i'm like so excited over this festival... hmmm... just for the joy right? =)
i had a bad dream yesterday, something i have had a phobia with, something if i pushed to the depths of my mind, it will eventually make me utterly paranoid, and i'm sure of it... its somehow so ridiculous and taboo... omg.. i feel the jitters every single time i awake from such a dream. and then i will go touch wood touch wood, and slap myself several times. I'm serious. Maybe, maybe speaking of my fear here will make me feel better. Go away please, i'm really phobia-ic with it. Its such a fear, this is the fear that will haunt me, no matter how safe i may be...

Today is another gathering with Osle. I've spent many alot of money going out.. =(
Somehow i feel... like i dont know what i am doing anymore. The point of making up for this, forgoing some of that, like i'm just whirling in this cycle which i have spun for myself...
I know what to do. but dont i always say that? Yet there are certain times when i will really go all the way out with them. i'm glad i knew my closer friends there nonetheless =)

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what we could have been.

Yesterday was the wedding dinner, at Swissotel Merchant court, let me tell you, the service there is bad!!!!! do not hold your future weddings there! haha! but it has been so long since i last feasted at such a banquet, simple food, but i ate till my hearts' content! =)
there was this very shuai teenage ah beng waiter haha... he looked so cool! haha! omg the hair rocks! okay, come back..
yesterday, mum saw her "Sister" at the wedding dinner. she told me my grands gave the "sister" away when she was born because there were too many kids around, and somehow coincidentally, she was given to a family who was also invited to the banquet. so there you go, mum kept catching glimpses of her biological sister (who probably does not know) haha! =)
that's interesting! so i asked mum: are you sad? she answered: actually i have no feeling! XD that's good!
oh yes! yesterday, i stepped into clarke Quay's central Mall for once in my life, the night scene is terrific! and we took some pics... =) the insides appear to be like a labyrinth, turning at this corner and that... i had wanted to visit this mall with qingyun, but didnt materialise XD
that day, which was tuesday, i only managed to complete Periodicity tutorail, oh gosh! there's so much more to do!!!

AURIAURIAURI!!!!!! Monsy asks if you want to watch hell's highway KM31 next TUES!!!! i want!
reply soon! sorry my sms is exceeding...haha! ask pumpkin too?

ay.starsplash
thssi morning i awoke with a weird feeling, like ...
like the earth has turned upside down.



and now i recall my dream.
it was a scary dream. how thsi killer ship or cruise, has killers on board, it was a little like Fianl Destination, like the killers had plotted everything to harm the passengers. there was this girl falling from the barricades, and clinging on the the pier of the ship while it submerged underwater...
and i recall myself jumping into the sea, when the ship just steered offcourse to the right and water gushed into everything! and the insides of the ship were all Washed clear - wiped out!!! and almost everyone died, because the captain instructed them to hide safe in their cabins, which of course became flooded...
and somehow it was so shallow i could wade out of the water.. several of the bad people were also alive, and coming to get me!!! so i scrambled for my life onto shore, whereby a stupid ranger there believed i was the 'bad' and fired at me, i could feel the splinting of my body!!!! omg !
but i survived...
haha

OMG!!!! I'm so addicted to this song HEI WU SHI by JJ LIN JUN JIE!!!

OMG!!!!

the nicest song from his entire new album, which randy bro has piratedly sent me! =)=)=)

yesterday i was aroused from lala land at 10.58pm by a phonecall from Louis, randy asked him to ask me go msn to talk... LOL!!! I'm sleeping LOL!... then there was a message. then another phone call which i dont care anymore, i want to sleep!!!

Today i went J8 for a free movie which hubby YIR treated aurina and I! =) yeah! we watched madagascar. somehow ulu junction 8 GV doesnt have Quarantine.. LOL... and though i never watched madagascar, thsi movie was quite interesting, with quite a sweet plot, and i admire the artists who painstakingly created this animation... its amazing how they create such colourfully captivating animated scenes... =) and compared to High School Musical 3 - the underdog, this movie is waya way above man!!! but of course the thrailer Connected is still so high there, and Lord of the rings is definitely still at the epitomeXD

i caught slight of osleians along the escalator... I'm sorry i didnt meet up with youa ll after all.. because i wont be going to Taiwan, i didnt meet them in school for eth discussion. and since i will be returning home for dinner with mum, i diddnt go meet them at PS since my movie ended around 4pm... sorry!

Today, i went job hunting. i phoned, i messaged, i went down to teh agency, but still, i have to wait and wait, for the person to call me, soon. Soon.

Some osle pics, which i will keep safe. A different group of people i've come to know, a different feeling altogether. A different step in life, which i ahve risked. through it.

at east coast park after cycling!

group photo in Literature room =)

the people i hang out mostly with...

altogether now, three teachers inside!

Enlarged - look carefully!!! my teacher in YELLOW in the first row, doesnt he look like Louis Ang Yew Hock of AMKSS? haha!!!!

osle camp team!!! =)my capable leader, 2nd person, bottom row from left of beside me..

okay, that's all for now.. there's a wedding dinner of my uncle's son to attend on wednesday. eat eat eat! =) see you people!

Greenies... remember, 28th DECEMBER sunday ar!!!!

ay.starsplash.call me soon=)

for the job la! haha!! LOL! you thought who!

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